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How is your Communication Quotient? How good is your communication with your staff, coworkers parents, kids and spouse? Answering these following questions may help you determine how you’re doing in leadership and life.

1. Do you own your statements? In other words are you talking about how you feel or perceive the situation rather than stating everything as a fact?

2. Are you making other people responsible for how you think and how you feel? This is frequently called blaming and shaming.

3. Do you believe that other people are responsible FOR you, your feelings or your life?

4. Do you believe that you are responsible FOR other people, their feelings, or their life?

5. Do you know in which ways you are responsible TO other people?

6. Are you good at listening and really good at hearing what other people feel and perceive?

7. Are you getting accountability and feedback about how you come across to other people?

8. How are you at slowing down anger in yourself and others?

9. How might your attachment and entitlement issues be affecting your relationships and communication with others?

10. Are you communicating from one up or one down position to other people thus being intimidated by them or intimidating them?


If you’re having trouble answering these questions, it may mean your CQ is not the best it could be. Reach out and ask for help and feedback from friends, a counselor or a coach. Remember Scriptures admonition: My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry- James 1:19

Considering Therapy?

Hi! My name is Raishelle, I am a licensed social worker and therapist. I offer traditional and intensive therapy sessions for women, couples & families both in person and virtually. I know that considering your first therapy experience can be a big step, something you may have been contemplating for a while now. For those who have never attended a therapy session, the thought of it can seem overwhelming.

Why is it so Hard to Start Therapy?

You don’t really know what to expect, you are feeling emotionally vulnerable and whoever you meet with is essentially a stranger. Starting out on a new journey is more than intimidating and is often what keeps people from following through with scheduling a first session.

These feelings are totally normal and even expected. Being real and raw can be scary, there are things in your life you may be fearful of talking about. Or maybe you just don’t know where to start, or what to say because life has felt hard, messy and chaotic for too long. A long term commitment to weekly therapy sessions is also a major life change and investment of your very limited and precious time. If you are a busy professional with a family or a full time mom, setting aside an hour every week indefinitely probably feels unattainable. But-there is that nagging feeling, that promise you made to yourself, your spouse or your family….you know you need some extra support right now. You may have also heard from others that therapy can be a very slow process, sometimes taking weeks or months to see any real progress. Traditional therapy that lasts 45-60 minutes can be very limiting to people who feel finally ready to begin their therapeutic journey.

Is There Another Way?

This is where therapy intensives come in, a different way to begin your journey to lasting change. You get to try it out, to test out therapy without having to commit to weeks or months of sessions. You aren’t left wondering after 4-6 sessions if this is even worth your time. Asking yourself if you’re ever going to see things change. With intensive sessions, we get to go further and deeper than the traditional model of therapy allows. Intensive sessions are a more convenient way to begin the journey in therapy. You get to be in control of how much time you initially invest & if more sessions would be worth your while.

Intensives For Trauma, Stress & Burnout

Many women who have been stuck in a place they are unhappy with and who are ready for so much more finally feel like they are on a steady road to progress after their first intensive session. Women who are burnt out, who feel forced to hustle or grind and feel like they have zero time for themselves get to take a more direct route to healing. For a long time, they have engaged in a lifestyle that does not align with their morals, ethics, values, faith or their dreams of what their life should be. These women place everything and everyone above themselves, therapy intensives are a way to prioritize your own well-being and begin to work through the stressors, traumas and life events that have perpetuated cycles of unhealthy functioning.

Intensives For Families & Couples

Families & couples can benefit from intensive sessions in several ways. We see that coordination schedules for weekly therapy can be tricky. Scheduling an intensive session allows for more work to be done in a shorter time span. Often, people can feel like a traditional therapy session leaves a lot unsaid and resentment can build between sessions due to to limitations on time. Intensive sessions allow for deeper processing and for each individual to have the time they need to express their own needs and concerns.

From The First Step to Your First Session

Therapy intensives provide an opportunity for accelerated access to progress. The first contact is usually the hardest, most difficult part. You know you are ready, but there is a laundry list of reasons to put it off just a little longer. You are busy, intimidated, uncertain, fearful of judgment or rejection…I have heard them all! You finally get to put yourself first and start working on those inner conflicts that have kept you from living the life you were called to live. Once you reach out we will schedule a consult in order to explore if intensive sessions are right for you & identify what you would like work on. You will get to share what you really want to address and we will figure out how to make that happen. Next we schedule a pre-intensive meeting in order to set goals for our time together & create a structured plan that outlines time, breaks, modalities used- including somatic practices, Brainspotting, breath work, skills building, spirituality & prayer. We will discuss your strengths, resources & sources of support. We plan for your time to be respected, providing an unhurried opportunity to address your pain & life experiences. Maybe you want to meet for 90 minute sessions bi weekly or two 4 hour sessions over a weekend, there are so many ways to utilize intensive sessions. We will find the best format in order to ensure a good fit for you and your schedule. The freedom you get with intensive sessions is unmatched, you get to decide what works and what doesn’t. My desire is for you to feel empowered by the ability to go as deep as you are ready to…to really talk about & address what has been weighing heavy on you. We are breaking free from traditional models of psychotherapy and stepping into a holistic, whole person & Christ centered therapy model.

During our intensive session we will go at your pace & incorporate any level of faith that feels comfortable for you. We will have the opportunity to meet for a post intensive meeting in order to reflect on the process. If you are ready to break free of cycles that perpetuate pain & suffering, reach out for a free consultation. I am here to answer any questions or concerns you may have and explore if therapy intensive would be the right fit for your first therapy experience. I offer in person intensives in Ventura, California in addition to virtual intensive sessions throughout California, Florida & South Carolina.
Visit https://holisticchristiantherapy.com or call 424-703-3555 for a free consultation

Relationships can be a beautiful mirror, reflecting our deepest wounds and greatest growth potential. But when a narcissistic man and a woman with borderline traits come together, the connection often spirals into a storm of intensity, defensiveness, and unmet needs. It’s like a dance where neither partner hears the other’s music. The fights, the resentment, the push-and-pull—it’s exhausting, right? In this post, we’ll dive into healing narcissistic and borderline relationships using somatic healing for relationships and trauma-informed couples therapy, exploring how to break free from volatile cycles and foster connection. This is about understanding where the pain comes from and using trauma-informed relationship healing to create safety and mutual understanding.

The Narcissistic-Borderline Dynamic: A Recipe for Volatility

Picture this: a man with narcissistic traits—let’s call him Alex—craves acknowledgment. He wants to be seen, heard, and validated, like his soul is shouting, “Notice me!” But his words often come out as control, criticism, or anger. Across from him is Mia, a woman with borderline traits, whose emotions are a rollercoaster. Years of gaslighting or trauma have left her defensive, with blurry boundaries, making it hard for her to hear Alex without feeling attacked. This creates a narcissistic borderline relationship dynamic that’s intense and volatile.

When Alex speaks, Mia doesn’t hear his words; she hears a threat. Her defences go up, and she pushes back, feeling like he’s trying to change or control her. This triggers Alex, who escalates into yelling because he feels invisible. The American Psychological Association (APA) describes narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) as a need for admiration and lack of empathy, while borderline personality disorder (BPD) involves emotional dysregulation in relationships and fear of abandonment. When these traits collide, it’s like gasoline on a fire—deep resentment and volatile fights erupt.

The Root of Conflict: Unmet Needs and Unhealed Trauma

So, where does this volatile relationship conflict come from? It’s rooted in trauma—unhealed wounds that shape how each partner shows up. For Alex, his need for validation might trace back to childhood, where he felt ignored or unworthy. When Mia doesn’t acknowledge him, it’s like poking that wound, and his anger becomes a maladaptive way to demand attention. For Mia, her defensiveness often stems from feeling unsafe or controlled, perhaps from a childhood of neglect or invalidation. When Alex raises his voice, it triggers her trauma, making her feel like a victim again.

The National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH) notes that BPD is often tied to complex trauma in relationships, like childhood abuse or dismissal of emotions. Similarly, narcissistic traits can develop as a defence against shame or insecurity. In this dance, both partners are reacting from their wounds, not their true selves. The violence—whether emotional, verbal, or physical—happens when these wounds collide. Alex’s anger is about his unmet need to feel valued. Mia’s defensiveness is about her desperate need to feel safe. Healing trauma in relationships starts with understanding these roots.

Somatic Healing: Listening to the Body’s Wisdom

Here’s where somatic healing for relationships comes in. Somatic therapy focuses on the body as a pathway to heal trauma, recognizing that wounds aren’t just in our minds—they’re stored in our nervous systems. When Mia feels Alex’s anger, her body might go into fight-or-flight—heart racing, shoulders tensing. That’s her trauma speaking. Similarly, Alex’s clenched fists or raised voice are his body’s way of signalling unmet needs.

Dr. Bessel van der Kolk, in his book The Body Keeps the Score (Bessel van der Kolk), explains that trauma lives in the body. For Mia, somatic trauma healing might start with noticing her body’s cues—like a tightening chest when Alex speaks. Through practices like breathwork or body scans, she can regulate her nervous system, creating space to hear Alex without feeling attacked. For Alex, somatic work means noticing the heat in his chest when he feels ignored and choosing to breathe instead of yelling. This shift from reaction to regulation is key to overcoming volatility in relationships.

Breaking the Cycle: Healing Defensiveness and Anger

Healing this narcissistic borderline relationship dynamic requires both partners to do their inner work. Let’s start with Mia. Her defensiveness, while protective, keeps her stuck in a victimhood mindset, blocking connection. Trauma-informed couples therapy, like Dialectical Behaviour Therapy (DBT), can help her build emotional regulation in relationships. The Linehan Institute (DBT-LBC) highlights DBT’s focus on mindfulness and distress tolerance, helping Mia pause her defences and listen without feeling engulfed.

For Mia, healing means recognizing Alex’s words aren’t always an attack. Somatic practices, like grounding her feet on the floor or holding an object, can help her stay present and feel safe. This builds her emotional capacity for relationships, allowing her to hear Alex without her trauma taking over.

For Alex, his anger stems from a need to be seen, but yelling pushes Mia away. Trauma-informed relationship healing for him might involve exploring where this need for validation comes from—maybe a childhood where he felt invisible. Somatic work helps him notice physical signs of anger—like a tight jaw—and choose a different response. Instead of lashing out, he can practice self-validation, saying, “I’m enough, even if I’m not heard right now.” Internal Family Systems (IFS) therapy, outlined by the IFS Institute (IFS Institute), can help Alex connect with his wounded parts and communicate needs.

Building Safety and Connection in Relationships

The magic of somatic healing for relationships occurs when both partners create a sense of safety. For Mia, safety means Alex communicates without aggression. For Alex, being seen means Mia listens without shutting down. Couples can use somatic exercises, such as mirroring each other’s breathing or sitting face-to-face, to notice each other's body language. These practices, rooted in polyvagal theory by Dr. Stephen Porges (Stephen Porges), help regulate the nervous system, fostering co-regulation where both feel safe.

Imagine Mia and Alex sitting together, matching breaths for two minutes. As Mia’s body relaxes, she hears Alex without her defences flaring. As Alex senses Mia’s openness, his need to yell fades. This is how trauma-informed couples therapy rewires conflict into connection.

Practical Steps for Healing Narcissistic and Borderline Dynamics

Here are actionable, somatic trauma healing steps to break the cycle:

Body Awareness for Emotional Regulation

For Mia: Notice your body during conflict—racing heart? Tight shoulders? Use grounding techniques like pressing your feet into the floor. The Trauma Research Foundation (Trauma Research Foundation) offers somatic grounding resources.

For Alex: When anger rises, name the sensation—a knot in your stomach? Take five deep breaths before responding to communicate needs calmly.
Self-Validation and Clear Communication

For Alex: Instead of demanding acknowledgment, self-soothe by journaling or saying, “I’m valid, even if not heard.” Then, express needs like, “I’d love to talk when we’re calm.”

For Mia: Separate your identity from Alex’s words. Remind yourself, “His frustration is about him, not me,” to lower defences and listen.

Couples Somatic Practices

Try shared grounding: hold hands, match breathing for two minutes. This builds safety, as explained by polyvagal expert Deb Dana (Deb Dana).

Use reflective listening: When Alex speaks, Mia repeats back, “I hear you’re feeling unseen,” validating without escalating.

Therapeutic Support

Seek a trauma-informed therapist trained in somatic experiencing for couples via Somatic Experiencing International (SEI). Explore workshops from the Gottman Institute (Gottman) for trust-building and communication skills.

The Path to Healing: A New Dance for Connection

Healing narcissistic and borderline relationships is tough, but possible. It’s about Mia healing her defences and building safety, and Alex validating himself and communicating without anger. Through somatic healing for relationships and trauma-informed couples therapy, they can shift from pain to connection. It’s like learning a new dance, where both partners move in sync, hearing each other’s music. By listening to their bodies, validating their needs, and creating a sense of safety, they transform resentment into understanding and volatility into love.

This journey of healing trauma in relationships isn’t just about resolving fights—it’s about reclaiming your authentic self. Ready to take the first step? Share your thoughts below or explore more somatic trauma healing resources to start your healing journey today.

In a world that’s always pushing us to perform, to do, to measure up, it’s so easy to lose ourselves. When you add narcissistic abuse—whether from parents, partners, or family—it’s like a wrecking ball to your freedom. You’re told your feelings don’t matter, your ideas aren’t valid, and your autonomy? Forget about it. That kind of abuse strips away your sense of identity, leaving you feeling lost, wondering, Who am I? What do I even want? If you’re a victim of narcissistic abuse, that ache to find your authentic self isn’t just about self-discovery—it’s about healing toxic shame, stopping the self-gaslighting, finding your voice, and kicking the addiction to other people’s approval. It’s about making it your mission to connect with your inner self, embodied, first. Here’s my take: the more lost you feel, the closer you are to realizing you’ve been home all along. Let’s talk about how to come back to your soul, connect with God, unleash your creative expression, and trust the process of your purpose unfolding. #NarcissisticAbuse #TraumaHealing #SelfDiscovery

The Pain of Losing Yourself

Narcissistic abuse does a number on your sense of self. Whether it’s a parent dismissing your emotions or a partner shaming your every move, you’re taught to shrink, to hide, to perform for their approval. I’ve been there, and I’ve seen it in my clients—that constant questioning: Am I enough? What do they think of me? It’s exhausting, and it leaves you disconnected from your own heart. You might not even know what you desire or where you belong. That’s not just emotional—it’s spiritual and physical too. The gut-brain connection shows how chronic stress from abuse can lead to issues like IBS, leaky gut, or even autoimmune disorders. Your body’s carrying the weight of that toxic shame, and it’s time to set it free.

For spiritual businesswomen, this hits extra hard. Your God-given mission is to embody your purpose, but narcissistic abuse leaves you stuck, seeking validation outside yourself. I’ve had to unlearn this need to “measure up” to show up authentically in my work. Healing isn’t just about finding yourself—it’s about coming home to your soul, where God’s light and your creativity can shine.

Healing Toxic Shame and Self-Gaslighting

Narcissistic abuse trains you to doubt your reality. You gaslight yourself, thinking, Maybe I’m too sensitive. Maybe I’m wrong. That toxic shame makes you feel inherently flawed, like your voice doesn’t matter. But here’s the truth: you’re not broken. Your feelings, your ideas, your desires—they’re valid. Healing starts with validating your own voice. Try journaling or speaking your truth out loud, even if it’s just to yourself at first. It’s like telling that inner critic, “I’m allowed to exist.” Resources like Psych Central’s guide to self-validation can help you rebuild that trust in yourself.

Your body feels this shift too. Releasing shame reduces stress, which can ease gut issues or skin flare-ups tied to chronic trauma. I’ve seen clients transform when they stop seeking approval and start listening to their inner selves—it’s like their bodies breathe a sigh of relief. Check out MindBodyGreen’s trauma healing tips for more on this.

Steps to Come Home to Your Soul

You don’t have to stay lost. Healing from narcissistic abuse and CPTSD is a spiritual journey back to your authentic self. Here’s how to start:

Own Your Truth: Acknowledge the abuse—gaslighting, shaming, control. Seeing it clearly breaks its hold. Learn more about narcissistic abuse signs.

Validate Your Voice: Write down your feelings or say them out loud. Your truth matters. Psychology Today’s self-esteem tips can guide you.

Release Approval Addiction: Notice when you’re seeking validation. Pause and ask, What do I want? This shifts you from codependency to self-trust.

Support Your Body: Chronic stress from abuse can cause gut or autoimmune issues. Work with a nutritionist for gut-healing foods or try stress-relief practices like yoga. Healthline’s gut health guide is a great resource.

Seek Healing Support: Trauma-informed therapy like Embodied & Somatic Experiencing can release stored pain. You don’t have to do this alone.

Unleash Creativity: Paint, write, dance—express yourself freely. Your creativity connects you to God and your purpose. Entrepreneur’s tips for creatives can inspire you.

Your Purpose Is Waiting

The more lost you feel, the closer you are to finding your way home. That startling moment when you connect with your inner self—your God-given essence—is like arriving at a place you’ve always belonged. I’ve walked this path, healing from narcissistic abuse and reconnecting with my soul, and I’ve guided clients through it too. Your journey isn’t just about healing—it’s about unleashing your creative expression and trusting life’s process to unfold your purpose.

If you’re feeling lost, alone, or unsure where you fit, start small. Trust one feeling today, express one idea, set one boundary. Your body and soul deserve to thrive. Share your story below or DM me—we’re in this together. Let’s spread awareness about narcissistic abuse, trauma healing, and finding your true self. You’ve got this, and your soul’s ready to shine. #NarcissisticAbuse #CPTSD #SelfDiscovery #TraumaHealing #SpiritualEntrepreneur

Let him go. Die to the self and hurt like hell once. Endure his narcissism, and it’s death by a thousand cuts, hurting forever. Both paths sting, but which one do you choose? I’ve been there, and I can tell you—the path of no longer tolerating narcissistic abuse is the one that heals your health and saves your soul. Chronic stress from putting up with toxic relationships does nothing for you or anyone else.

It’s time to get real: grab a couples counselor, do the individual work, set boundaries, and take some distance. You owe it to yourself and the people who love you to stop enduring it. Tolerance isn’t love, I promise—it just enables their behaviour. Let’s talk about why breaking free from narcissistic abuse is crucial for your body, soul, and life. #NarcissisticAbuse #TraumaHealing #GutHealthMatters

The Pain of Staying vs. the Pain of Leaving

Staying with a narcissistic partner feels like a slow bleed. Every snide comment, every gaslight, every dismissal of your feelings—it’s a cut that adds up, leaving you anxious, drained, and doubting yourself. I’ve seen it in my own life and with clients: that constant “Am I enough?” loop is soul-crushing. But here’s the truth—leaving hurts like hell, too. Letting go means facing the pain of losing what you hoped the relationship could be. It’s raw, it’s scary, but it’s a one-time hurt that opens the door to healing. Staying? That’s endless suffering, and it’s killing your health. The choice is yours, but only one path leads to freedom.

Chronic stress from tolerating narcissistic abuse doesn’t just break your heart—it breaks your body. The gut-brain connection shows how emotional trauma fuels physical issues like irritable bowel syndrome (IBS), inflammatory bowel disease (IBD), leaky gut, or even gastric cancer risks. That constant fight-or-flight mode floods your system with cortisol, disrupting your gut bacteria and triggering inflammation. Bloating, food sensitivities, or autoimmune flare-ups? They’re your body’s cry for help. I’ve felt this, watching my health crumble under narcissistic abuse, and I’ve seen it in clients, too. Your body can’t thrive when your soul’s stuck in survival mode.

Why Tolerance Isn’t Love

You might think tolerating their behaviour is love, but it’s not—it’s enabling. Every time you let their gaslighting, blame, or dismissal slide, you’re teaching them it’s okay to hurt you. And it’s not just you paying the price—it’s your health, your peace, and even the people who care about you. Chronic tolerance keeps you trapped in codependency, feeding their narcissism while draining your spirit. I promise, love doesn’t mean enduring pain. Love means choosing yourself, setting boundaries, and demanding respect. You’re worth more than a thousand cuts.
For spiritual businesswomen, this resonates more deeply. Your God-given mission is to embody health and ease, but CPTSD from narcissistic abuse keeps you stuck—feeling like you’ve gotta be perfect, fearing judgment, and ignoring your own needs. I’ve had to unlearn this to show up authentically in my work. Healing these wounds is sacred, God-centered work that lets your soul shine.

Steps to Break Free and Heal

You don’t have to stay stuck in this pain. Healing from narcissistic abuse and CPTSD starts with choosing yourself.

Here’s how to begin:

Face the Truth: Acknowledge their narcissistic patterns—gaslighting, shaming, dismissing your needs. Seeing it clearly is your first step to freedom. Learn more about narcissistic abuse.

Listen to Your Body: Gut issues, skin flare-ups, or chronic illness?

They’re signals. Work with a naturopath or nutritionist for gut-healing foods or stress-relief practices. Healthline’s gut health guide is a solid start.

Do the Work: Individual therapy or couples counselling can help you process trauma. Therapies like EMDR release pain stored in your body.

Set Boundaries: Say No to Toxic Behaviour. Boundaries aren’t selfish—they’re survival. Check out how to set boundaries.

Take Distance: Space gives you clarity. Whether it’s a break or a breakup, prioritize your peace.

Embody Your Mission: Spiritual entrepreneur, your health is your ministry. Prioritize rest, nutrition, and movement to align with your purpose.

Choose Healing, Choose You

Letting go of a narcissistic partner hurts, but enduring their abuse hurts forever. You don’t have to keep tolerating the pain that’s breaking your body and soul. I’ve walked this path, healing my gut and heart from codependency’s scars, and I’ve guided clients through it too. Your chronic illness or anxiety isn’t your fault—it’s a call to wake up and choose yourself. Take one step today: trust your instincts, set a boundary, or reach out for support. Share your story below or DM me—we’re in this together. Let’s spread awareness about narcissistic abuse, CPTSD, and gut health, empowering each other to heal. You’re worth it, and your soul’s ready to thrive. 🌟 #NarcissisticAbuse #CPTSD #GutHealthMatters #TraumaHealing

“What do I do? What do I say? How do I say it? How should I look? How do I pull this off? What’s he gonna think of me? I gotta do this for everyone else. I can’t screw up. I’m so freaking anxious.” Sound familiar? These words are like a soundtrack stuck on repeat when you’re tangled up in codependency with a narcissist. They creep into every part of your life—your thoughts, your choices, your sense of who you are. And if you’re also dealing with gut issues or skin flare-ups from all that chronic stress? Yeah, that’s your body screaming for you to wake up. Healing from narcissistic abuse and complex trauma (CPTSD) is tough, but so worth it for your soul and your health. If you’re a spiritual businesswoman, your God-given mission starts with feeling good in your skin—let’s talk about how to get there.

Codependency’s Grip and Its Toll

Being with a narcissistic partner can make you feel like you’re constantly walking on eggshells. You’re always wondering, What will they think? How do I avoid messing this up? That codependent mindset has you bending over backward to please them, leaving you frozen, fawning, or just plain checked out. I’ve been there, and I’ve seen it in so many clients—your confidence gets chipped away, and you start doubting everything about yourself. It’s exhausting, and it’s not just your heart that takes the hit.

That constant stress? It’s wreaking havoc on your body. The gut-brain connection is no joke—science shows chronic emotional trauma can lead to gut problems like IBS, leaky gut, candida, or even scarier stuff like stomach cancer. All that fight-or-flight energy releases cortisol, disrupting your gut bacteria and triggering inflammation. Bloating, food sensitivities, or skin issues like eczema? They’re not random—they’re your body waving a red flag. I’ve lived this myself, watching my gut health tank under the weight of narcissistic abuse, and I’ve seen the same in clients. Your body’s begging for freedom.

Spiritual Businesswomen: Your Body Is Your Mission

If you’re a spiritual entrepreneur, you know your God-given purpose flows through your body first. You’re called to embody health, ease, and light, but CPTSD from narcissistic abuse can keep you stuck—doubting your worth, fearing mistakes, and feeling like you’ve gotta perform perfectly in life and business. That anxious voice asking, How do I appear? What will they think?—It’s stealing your peace and your health. I get it; I’ve had to unlearn those patterns to show up authentically in my own work. Healing these wounds isn’t just personal—it’s sacred, God-centered work that lets you shine.

Steps to Break Free and Heal

You don’t have to stay stuck in this cycle. Healing narcissistic abuse and CPTSD is about waking up to the truth and choosing you. Here’s how to start:

Face the Truth: Call out the narcissistic patterns—gaslighting, shaming, dismissing your needs. Seeing them clearly is the first step to breaking free.

Listen to Your Body: Those gut issues or skin flare-ups? They’re telling you something. Work with a doctor or nutritionist to support your gut with anti-inflammatory foods, probiotics, or stress-relief practices.

Trust Yourself Again: Start small—journal or sit quietly to hear your own voice without that defensive chatter. You don’t need to second-guess everything.

Set Boundaries: Say no to toxic vibes. You don’t have to please everyone, and that’s okay. Boundaries are your superpower.

Get Support: Trauma-informed therapy like EMDR or somatic experiencing can help release the pain stored in your body. You don’t have to do this alone.

Embody Your Calling: Spiritual businesswoman, your health is your ministry. Prioritize rest, nutrition, and movement to align your body and soul with your purpose.

Your Soul and Body Deserve Freedom

You’re not meant to stay anxious, sick, or small. Healing from narcissistic abuse and CPTSD is about reclaiming your God-given right to feel whole—body and soul. I’ve walked this road, healing my own gut and heart from codependency’s scars, and I’ve guided clients through it too. Your chronic symptoms aren’t your fault, but they’re a call to wake up and choose yourself.

Take one step today: trust your gut (literally), set a boundary, or reach out for support. Share your story in the comments or DM me—we’re in this together. Let’s spread awareness about narcissistic abuse, CPTSD, and gut health, empowering each other to thrive. You’ve got this, and your soul’s ready to shine. #NarcissisticAbuse #CPTSD #TraumaHealing #GutHealthMatters #SpiritualEntrepreneur

It’s gut-wrenching to admit that the person you love is breaking your soul and body, piece by piece. The truth is, when you’re caught in a relationship with a narcissistic partner, their hurtful patterns can erode your confidence, self-worth, and emotional well-being over time. It’s tough to face because, deep down, you might feel you can’t live without them. But waking up to the reality of narcissistic abuse is the first step toward healing, not just for your heart, but for your physical health too. Narcissistic abuse doesn’t just wound your spirit; it can manifest as chronic illness, from gut issues to deeper systemic problems. Recognizing these patterns is key to reclaiming your life. Here, I’ll share five critical signs of narcissistic abuse, their impact on your soul and body, and why healing is your birthright. Share this to raise awareness and help others spot these red flags.

They Make You Feel Inherently Flawed

Over time, a narcissistic partner trains you to believe something is fundamentally wrong with you. Through relentless condemnation and toxic shaming, they frame your normal human mistakes as a “character disease.” This leaves you drowning in toxic shame, feeling defective just for being human. I’ve seen this in my own journey and with clients—how this projection chips away at your self-worth. Their criticism isn’t about you; it’s their way of dodging their own inner pain. Key takeaway: Your mistakes don’t define you. They’re not the catastrophe they make them out to be. You are enough, and their projection isn’t the truth. #EmotionalAbuse #SelfWorth

Constant Criticism of Everything You Do

No matter how hard you try, nothing is ever good enough. Your actions—big or small—are met with criticism, blame, or frustration when they don’t align with their expectations. Instead of communicating needs clearly, they weaponize your efforts, leaving you feeling small and inadequate. This constant critique isn’t love; it’s control. Healthy partners lift you up and communicate with respect, not condemnation. Key takeaway: You deserve a relationship where your efforts are valued, not torn apart. Respect is the bare minimum.

Gaslighting Your Reality

Gaslighting is one of the cruellest tools of narcissistic abuse. They manipulate you into doubting your thoughts, feelings, and reality, dismissing your emotions as “wrong” or “overdramatic.” Over time, you start questioning your truth, feeling invalidated and lost. I know this pain intimately—it’s like your soul is being erased. Healthy feedback honours your feelings while offering perspective, not erasure. Key takeaway: Trust your instincts. Check in with yourself to find clarity without defensiveness. Your feelings are valid, and no one gets to rewrite your truth. #Gaslighting #EmotionalManipulation

Refusing to Apologize

When a narcissistic partner hurts you, they rarely offer a genuine apology. Instead, you get cold excuses or outright denial, leaving your pain unseen and unheard. This lack of remorse breaks your heart over time, making you feel invisible. I’ve felt this sting and seen it in others—how it chips away at your spirit. You deserve someone who owns their mistakes with empathy. Key takeaway: Genuine accountability matters. You deserve to be seen, heard, and cared for in your pain. #NarcissisticBehavior #SelfLove

Avoiding Accountability at All Costs

Narcissists dodge responsibility like it’s their job. They dismiss your pain, sweep it under the rug, or shift the conversation to avoid facing the harm they’ve caused. This evasion leaves you carrying the weight of their actions, eroding your trust in yourself. Accountability is the cornerstone of a healthy relationship—it shows maturity and a willingness to grow. Key takeaway: You deserve a partner who faces their mistakes and works to repair the relationship, not someone who buries your pain. #ToxicPartners #BreakTheCycle

The Long-Term Toll on Your Soul and Body

Over time, these behaviours do more than bruise your heart—they break your body too. The chronic stress of narcissistic abuse can manifest as physical illness, particularly gut health issues, through the gut-brain connection. Research links prolonged emotional trauma to conditions like irritable bowel syndrome, leaky gut, and even cancer.

Here’s what happens:
You believe something’s wrong with you, internalizing their toxic shame.
You distrust your actions, second-guessing every move.
You gaslight yourself, dismissing your feelings as invalid.
You ignore your heart’s truth, believing your opinions don’t matter.
You lose your identity, unsure of who you are anymore.
This dissociation and self-abandonment don’t just crush your spirit—they disrupt your body’s balance, leading to chronic inflammation and disease. I’ve lived this, watching my gut health suffer under the weight of narcissistic abuse, and I’ve seen it in clients too. Healing starts with waking up to these patterns and choosing yourself.

Your Path to Healing

You don’t have to stay broken. Healing begins when you acknowledge the truth of your partner’s hurtful behaviours and refuse to tolerate them. You deserve emotional safety, respect, and a life free from shame. Start by trusting your instincts, setting boundaries, and seeking support—whether through therapy, loved ones, or communities like this one. Your body and soul deserve to thrive. Share your story below or reach out for support. Let’s raise awareness and rebuild together.

Post by Jillian Meher, LPC

Dealing with people who engage in manipulative behavior can be extremely difficult. The interaction can leave you feeling guilty, angry, frustrated, and stuck. Sometimes you don’t even know you’re being manipulated until after the fact!

Here are a few common manipulation tactics and how to respond to them appropriately and assertively.

-A question disguised as a statement

Manipulation is all about remaining in control. Asking a question could mean a loss of control if the answer is not what the manipulative person wants to hear. So, people who are manipulative don’t like asking direct questions.

To avoid asking questions, manipulative people sometimes disguise questions as statements. This might sound like, “I’m wondering why you didn’t stop by yesterday,” “I wish you would do the laundry once in a while,” or “I suppose you’re not going to invite me.”

How to respond:

Train your ear to recognize the difference between actual questions and statements. Only answer questions! Repeat the last few words of the statement back to the person in the form of a question. For example, if they say, “I suppose you’re too busy to help me clean out the garage next weekend,” your response can be, “Are you asking me to help you clean out your garage next weekend?” This will give you the opportunity to then say either yes or no.

-Making a personal statement and pretending it’s someone else’s

Again, this tactic is an effort not to lose control in the conversation. By attributing a statement to someone else, the manipulative person can avoid taking responsibility for their opinion. For example, “Everyone thinks you should move closer to us,” or “They said you would be better off going to community college.”

How to respond:

Ask, “Who is everyone?” or “Who are they?” You can also ask the manipulator to take responsibility for their own opinion by asking, “What do you think?” or “What is your point of view?”

-The silent treatment

In order to remain in or regain control, manipulative people might stop talking to you entirely. This is likely an effort to see how long it is before you crack!

How to respond:

Put the ball in the manipulator’s court by saying, “Let me know when you’re ready to talk,” and leave it at that. If you “crack” by begging them to talk to you or giving in to their demands, the manipulative person will use this tactic with you over and over again.

Dealing with manipulative people can be very tricky and draining. But if you stick to your boundaries and respond assertively to their tactics, your confidence in interacting with manipulative people will grow in no time.

Some people believe that fathers don't really contribute that much to a child's rearing. This is a large myth and research backs up the importance of father in a child's life. In this first part I will talk about how dad contributes to the child's development. In our second part I will talk about the stages of development and fatherhood and how that relates to leadership with staff as they develop.

The Father’s Contribution during Early Childhood
Be a back up to Mom.
Be involved with the child so that she can form a bonded relationship with someone other than Mom.
Be available to the child so that he can move away from Mom and establish himself as a separate person. At around four years, start taking the child out of orbit around Mom.
Provide an outlet for the child’s anger and frustration with Mom.
Lay the groundwork for development of the child’s sexual identity.
Be a source of safety and security.
Lay a foundation for interaction in future years.
Provide a parenting model for the child.


The Father’s Contribution during the Elementary School Years

Encourage the child to see herself as a productive individual.
Help the child develop competence in a variety of skill areas.
Foster healthy self-confidence in the child.
Help the child learn to contain and control his personality and emotions, especially anger.
Provide a safe environment for exploration and for learning both cognitive and social skills.
By active leadership in the family, free the child to be a child.
Clarify sexual identity for the child. Model what a son is to become and what a daughter is not to become.
Provide a parenting model for the child.


The Father’s Contribution during Adolescence

Teach the child how to relate triadically (to two other people at the same time).
Be a source of competition and modeling for a son as he grows toward manhood.
Affirm a daughter’s femininity and her growth toward womanhood.
Be available to resolve any leftover issues from the earlier stages of development.
Make his inner strength and stability available to the child, providing a counterbalance to the roller coaster of adolescence.
Model a good marriage relationship.
Present a unified authority with the mother to prevent the child from “splitting.”
Provide a blessing as the child moves into adulthood.
Provide a parenting model for the child. Provide mentoring.



Father Influence and Leadership


The Nurturing Leader; This is a leader who has new people that are training and learning the job while he sets limits with them. He also helps them with grace and care to learn the actual tasks of the job as well as the relationships involved


The Lawgiver Leader: This is the leader who sets down rules and expectations as well as defining jobs and helping the more permanent or problematic employee get on the right path. Having already provided bonding and connection this leader has the freedom to set boundaries with staff.


The Warrior-Protector Leader: Helping staff by fighting for them and against things that are problematic is very much a part of this leaders job. This leader also encourages and promotes initiative and the proper use of power in the work situation.


See Making Peace With Your Father by David Stoop, PhD

Post by Janet Henry, MA, LAC

Imagine yourself having to give a presentation at work, you stayed up most of the night rehearsing what you’re going to say. You have been preparing for weeks, and you hope to receive that job well done from your boss finally. You’re standing outside the door and peer in, seeing all the faces in the room in anticipation of what’s about to be presented, and you start feeling something. You start sweating, feel your heart racing a little faster, and are hit with a sudden bout of fear! What is going on right now, you think to yourself, I know this information inside and out?! Performance Anxiety may cause this…

What is Performance Anxiety?
It is an excessive worry or fear that can affect your ability to perform a given task, whether personal or professional, that may drum up physical symptoms and emotional distress. A type of anxiety that may present itself in anticipation of or during performing something like a work task (like a speech), a sports competition, or even a musical performance, similar to stage fright. It can also stem from not meeting self-imposed or external expectations, being judged by others, or familial pressures.

Common Symptoms of Performance Anxiety

-Intense nervousness

-Fear

-Worry about not meeting expectations (self or others) and/or failure

-Shaky voice, sweating, trembling, or a rapid heartbeat

-Dry mouth, nausea, dizziness, blurry vision

These symptoms can meaningfully affect one’s ability to perform, leading to either avoidance of the situation that may trigger anxiety or even leading to panic attacks. Some examples can be public speaking, test anxiety, stage fright, or sexual performance anxiety. While most people may just experience mild nervousness, others may have incapacitating anxiety that may hinder them from pursuing their passions, goals, and the purpose God has created us for.

Possible Causes of Performance Anxiety

-People-pleasing behaviors: fear that you may fail to meet others’ expectations in a particular situation, which leads to performance anxiety

-Family stressors: can lead to anxious thoughts/feelings, primarily if seeking approval from family members and establishing self-worth

-Self-doubt: can affect someone who may not be confident in their ability to meet societal standards, which can result in a self-fulfilling prophecy

-Past trials: negative experiences or reactions in past instances where you did try but it was received with criticism from others

-Social anxiety: you may get overwhelmed in social settings (office meeting/party/ church events) or completing a task before others

Coping Tools to Treat Performance Anxiety

-Breathing exercises: when you start to experience those common symptoms, just breathe! To help you calm down, your brain needs oxygen. Breathe in through your nose, and exhale slowly through your mouth, but go slow: inhale for 4 seconds, pause for another 4 seconds, and exhale slowly for 6 seconds. Do this for about 3-5 minutes.

-Try shaking it off: literally move your body around to help release some of that tension, hop around, flail your arms, move your head left to right

-Exercise: when you exercise, it releases endorphins, which help to override your stress response (a jog or walk).

-Meditation: It helps you to focus on the present, incorporates breathwork, and helps to ground yourself. Yes, your mind may wander but try to focus more intently on your body and breaths. We suggest practicing daily for about 15 minutes.

When we worry, it’s easy to imagine the worst-case scenario, but remember, what can happen isn’t the same as what will happen. The Bible is a great source of wisdom and direction. We find guidance in II Timothy 1:7: “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind” (NKJV). We are meant to have a sound mind. My hope is that these tips help guide you to regain your power and become a more confident and grounded self. If you need a helping hand to journey alongside you for support, don’t hesitate to reach out. You got this!

Written by Cindy Picht, MA, LPC
How a Research-Based Couples Assessment Can Reveal What You’re Missing

“My partner says we communicate great, but I feel totally misunderstood.”​
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We hear this a lot.
One of our counselors, Gerard DeMatteo, LPC, recently trained a group of pastors, therapists,
and lay leaders to facilitate a powerful relationship tool called PREPARE/ENRICH. This tool
has helped thousands of couples (including many at Light the Way) get clarity about where
they are and how to grow stronger together.

What Is PREPARE/ENRICH?
PREPARE is for dating or engaged couples.​
ENRICH is for couples who are already married.​
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Both are online assessments that measure how you and your partner respond in key
relationship areas, such as communication, conflict resolution, money, sex, roles, and
spiritual beliefs.​
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Couples take the assessment separately. Then, they meet with a trained facilitator who helps
them understand where they agree, where they disagree, and where they might have
misunderstood each other altogether.​
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The power of this tool is that it gives you both something objective to look at. It’s not just
one person’s opinion anymore. It’s right there—in black and white.
A Real-Life Example
I’ve used PREPARE/ENRICH with couples since the early 2000s. Gerard was certified in
1995, and the tool has been around since 1980. It’s grounded in decades of research.​
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Over the years, I’ve seen incredible things happen:​
- Couples who didn’t think they had any significant issues suddenly understood each other
in a whole new way​
- Engaged couples who realized they were heading in different directions—and lovingly
chose not to marry​
- Couples who felt stuck for years finally have the language to say what they’re really feeling​
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I’d estimate that over 90% of the couples I’ve walked through PREPARE/ENRICH who chose
to marry are still together today.
What You’ll Get
When you take the assessment, here’s what to expect:​
- A comprehensive report of your strengths and growth areas that the facilitator
receives –
-An abridged report for you
-6–8 structured sessions with a trained counselor​
- Skills and exercises to help you grow in:​
- Communication​
- Conflict resolution​
- Understanding personality differences​
- Intimacy and shared values​
- Homework that deepens your connection between sessions​
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It’s not just a quiz—it’s a map. And your counselor walks with you through every
step.
Why Use a Counselor?
PREPARE/ENRICH is a great tool, but it becomes even more powerful when you process it
with someone who’s trained to spot deeper patterns and help you work through them.​
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At Light the Way, many of our therapists—Cindy, Gerard, Janet, and Esther—are certified in
PREPARE/ENRICH, as are our licensed Marriage and Family therapists.
Ready to See Where You Stand?
Whether you’ve been together for a few months or a few decades, PREPARE/ENRICH can
give you a clear view of where you’re thriving and where there’s room to grow.​
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📞 Call 201-444-8103 ext. #1 to schedule a consultation.​
Let’s put it in black and white—and grow from there.

Understanding Generalized Anxiety and What You Can Do About It
A few years ago, I worked with a client who constantly worried about his family—how they would make it in life, and what he needed to do to help. We explored what was in his control and what wasn’t. Together, we created practical strategies to help him manage his responsibilities and ease the mental burden.
The GAD-7 Tool
I asked him to complete a short assessment called the GAD-7, which helps identify symptoms of anxiety. When he read his results, the lightbulb went off. “I had no idea this had a name,” he said, relieved to finally make sense of what he’d been feeling.
GAD stands for Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and the “7” refers to the number of core symptoms it screens for (plus one bonus question about daily functioning).
The tool asks how often you've been bothered by the following symptoms in the past two weeks. Write down your answers using this scale:
• 0 – Not at all
• 1 – Several days
• 2 – More than half the days
• 3 – Nearly every day
Want to try it?
Here are the questions. Write down your answers on a separate piece of paper.
1. Feeling nervous, anxious, or on edge.
2. Not being able to stop or control worrying.
3. Worrying too much about different things.
4. Trouble relaxing.
5. Being so restless that it is hard to sit still.
6. Becoming easily annoyed or irritable.
7. Feeling afraid as if something awful might happen.
8. How difficult have these problems made it for you to do your work, take care of things at home, or get along with other people? The choices here are: not difficult at all, somewhat difficult, very difficult, or extremely difficult.
Check your results
If you scored a few 1s, 2s, or 3s, it’s worth paying attention. If you notice a pattern or feel like your worries are interfering with daily life, working with a therapist can help you get clarity and relief.
What to do right now
At Light the Way, we use tools and insights from experts like Amen Clinics to understand better how anxiety affects your brain and body. One area often involved in anxiety is the Basal Ganglia—a part of the brain that can become overactive when you feel worried, tense, or afraid of the worst-case scenario.
While you don’t need to know neuroscience, it helps to know that there are natural, science-based ways to help calm this part of your brain.
Here are some suggestions you can start right now to help calm your Basal Ganglia:
• Exercise daily – Even a 30-minute walk can calm your nervous system.
• Listen to calming music – Slow, instrumental music can ease tension.
• Try ANT Therapy – That stands for Automatic Negative Thoughts. Notice your negative self-talk and challenge it with truth. The negative thought can also be stated in a more positive way
• Cut back on caffeine and alcohol – Both can overstimulate your system.
• Try meditation or prayer – Choose a practice that aligns with your values.
• Practice assertiveness – Anxiety often increases when we don’t speak up for ourselves.
Next Steps
If you discovered you may be living with anxiety, and you want to lessen it, pick one tool from the list above and commit to it daily for 1–2 weeks. See how you feel. Then, try adding another.
Consistency is more important than intensity. Small, steady steps can bring lasting relief.

What are intensive sessions?
Intensive sessions are extended therapy sessions. They allow individuals, families, or couples to meet beyond the standard 45-50 minute session time. Extended sessions can last anywhere from 90 minutes to 4 hours at a time over 1-3 days. These sessions may be scheduled semi-regularly, on a bi-weekly or monthly cadence. Other individuals find benefit in meeting for only one extended session or multiple days in a row. Many individuals who participate in intensives with us discover a quicker route to healing & transformation.
There is no right or wrong length of time, as we do not take a one-size-fits-all approach. We will partner with you in order to determine the best approach and make sure you are comfortable every step of the way. We use a Holistic and Christ-centered therapy approach in extended sessions. Often referring to what God, the creator of the Universe, says about you in order to reframe the negative self-talk in your mind.
Where are your intensive sessions located?

In person or virtual. Our intensive outpatient weekend therapy serves clients in sunny Ventura, California. Accessible to people in the vicinity of Santa Monica, Malibu, Calabasas, Santa Barbara, Ojai & surrounding areas. We also offer these services via confidential & secure video for people located throughout California, Florida & South Carolina. You only need to be in one of these states for the intensive session. If travel is an option for you, it may be worth considering a retreat-style intensive session with us.
How can intensive sessions help?

Our rapid relief therapy sessions assist individuals in moving through aspects that seem to be holding them back or hindering the progress they wish to make. The typical therapy session can leave some people feeling stuck and overwhelmed with having to come back week after week for little progress. Many of my clients tell me they only start feeling “warmed up" around the 30-minute mark in session. They feel like a breakthrough is ready to happen, only to be moved to close out for the session to end on time. Another week goes by with mounting personal issues and a limited capacity to handle them all. They have the space to process the week, which can be a blessing, but in reality, is also very limiting. So much more work can be done, which is why we have found that moving outside the limits of time constraints leads to lasting change. You were meant for more; you can feel it, but you aren’t sure which direction to go. We are happy to walk alongside you while you work toward your goals.
We have intensive clients who find that meeting for maintenance sessions on a regular or semi-regular cadence can be beneficial. While others prefer to maintain work with their regular therapists before and after our intensives together. As we discussed earlier, there really is no right or wrong way to engage in intensive sessions. Our goal is to provide the space you need to knock down barriers, connect to the purpose God has for your life, and experience improved emotional well-being. Dramatic change can happen over a weekend, something years of therapy often can not achieve.

What kind of issues are addressed in intensive therapy sessions?
We address an array of issues that may be present in your life. These may include, but are not limited to, historical or current traumas, limiting self-beliefs, anxiety, depression, relationship & communication issues. We work with adult individuals, families with minor & adult children & couples.

How does it work?
The first step is to reach out for a consult in order to determine if working together would be beneficial. We will set up a 15-20 minute call & you will have the opportunity to ask any questions or get clarification on aspects of what we offer. It is important that you are stable & not in active crisis in order to get the most out of our sessions together. After the consult we schedule an intake session where we meet by phone or video for 45-60 minutes in order to formulate goals & a plan for our intensive session. We will determine meeting date & length of time. In order to encourage a commitment to yourself, a 50% deposit will be required at time of booking & refunds are not provided.
Who are intensive not right for?
It is important for all of us to understand there are some limits to intensive sessions. Individuals in active crisis, experiencing suicidality or who are in active addictions would not be candidates. Couples who do not have the same goals for therapy, who are not sure they want to stay in the marriage or if there is an ongoing affair would not benefit from our intensive therapy format. If you fins yourself needing urgent support please reach out to 988 via call or text.

Anxiety isn’t just a passing feeling; it’s a real, often relentless battleground where our thoughts, emotions, and faith collide. It can be a daily struggle fought behind smiles and silent prayers, a private war that no one ever sees.
Anxiety doesn't ask for permission before it storms in. It attacks without warning, weaving fearful "what-ifs" into the mind and weighing the heart down with invisible burdens. It convinces you that you're alone in the fight, that you're not strong enough, and peace is out of reach.
BUT THAT IS NOT THE TRUTH.
The truth is God is with you and loves you, and He is here to help you if you let Him.
Anxiety is a battleground because it wages war in three crucial areas:
1. The Mind: The Battlefield of Thoughts
Anxiety often begins with racing thoughts—ruminating over worst-case scenarios, overanalyzing conversations, and anticipating failures that haven’t happened (and may never happen).
In this mental battleground, anxious thoughts are like enemy forces planting seeds of fear and doubt. The mind loops through fears in an endless cycle, making it difficult to focus, work, or rest.
Yet, the mind can also be where victory begins. Scripture tells us in Romans 12:2 to "be transformed by the renewing of your mind." Taking every thought captive (2 Corinthians 10:5) is not just good advice; it is a spiritual weapon. When we challenge fearful thoughts with truth, we begin reclaiming territory that anxiety has tried to steal.
2. The Heart: The Battlefield of Emotions
Anxiety is not just logical, it is deeply emotional. It stirs up dread, sadness, anger, and sometimes even guilt. It makes the heart feel heavy, overwhelmed by the enormity of life's uncertainties.
In the emotional realm, anxiety fights to strip away hope and joy. It tempts you to retreat, to shut down, or to lash out.
But the heart, too, is guarded and strengthened by something greater. Proverbs 4:23 reminds us, "Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it."
By turning to prayer, community, and intentional self-care, we fortify the heart against the siege of anxiety.
3. The Spirit: The Battlefield of Faith
Perhaps the most subtle and painful battleground is in the spirit. Anxiety whispers lies about God’s nearness and goodness. "Where is He now?" it asks. "Does He really care?"
But faith answers back louder.
It clings to the truth that God is closer than our breath, that His promises are not invalidated by our emotions. FEELINGS ARE NOT FACT.
In 2 Timothy 1:7, we’re reminded: "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."
Even when the battle feels overwhelming, God’s presence is unwavering. The fight against anxiety is not fought alone. We have a Defender who goes before us and stands with us.
Finding Strength on the Battleground
If anxiety feels like a constant war, take heart, you’re not weak for fighting. You’re courageous for standing your ground every day. And the truth is, victory is not found in striving harder; it is found in surrender.
Surrender doesn't mean giving in to anxiety; it means handing the battle over to the One who has already overcome the world.
Through prayer, renewing our minds with truth, connecting with supportive community, seeking professional help when needed, and remembering that the struggle is real, but so is God.
Anxiety may be a battleground, but you are not defeated.
You are seen.
You are loved.
And you are stronger than you feel right now.
"The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still." — Exodus 14:14 (NLT)
#anxirty #mental health #battleground #caterpillarcounselingllc

We praise people for their strength.
For being high-achieving, dependable, composed.

But what happens when those traits are rooted in trauma—not wholeness?

This is what I call the Trauma of Functioning (TOF).

What Is TOF?
TOF is when your productivity, people-pleasing, or perfectionism isn’t coming from a place of joy—but from unresolved trauma.

You show up.
You get things done.
You look like you’re thriving on the outside.

But inside?

You’re tired.
Disconnected.
Running on survival.

And often, no one knows—because your “high-functioning” self hides it so well.

How TOF Shows Up
– You feel guilty for resting
– You overthink everything
– You keep saying “yes” to avoid conflict
– You’re great at holding it together, but not being held
– You can’t remember the last time you felt joy without exhaustion

Sound familiar?

This isn’t weakness.
It’s wiring.
And it’s more common than you think.

The Neuroscience Behind It
When you’ve experienced ongoing stress, trauma, or emotionally unsafe environments, your nervous system adapts.

Your amygdala (fear center) stays on alert.
Your prefrontal cortex (decision-making) gets overloaded.
Your vagus nerve struggles to signal safety.

So you stay “on.” Even when you want to rest.

You Don’t Have to Perform to Be Worthy
Healing the Trauma of Functioning doesn’t happen through more doing.
It starts with awareness, nervous system regulation, and self-empathy.

You get to:

✅ Set boundaries without guilt
✅ Feel instead of fix
✅ Learn to rest without panic
✅ Redefine what strength means

You don’t need to fall apart to prove you're hurting.
And you don’t need to prove your worth through exhaustion.

Ready to Begin?
If this blog resonated with you, I invite you to download my free workbook:
“Surviving Mode: What’s Really Happening & What Healing Looks Like.”

It’s designed for high-functioning professionals like you who are ready to move from survival to sustainable healing.

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Let’s unlearn survival and build something softer, stronger, and more sacred.

Written with care,
Krystal Boothe, LCSW
Founder, Wings of the Future

Marriages are a union of two unique individuals with separate interests, goals, and perspectives. While merging lives is a beautiful and intimate experience, maintaining individuality and personal space within this union is critical. This balance can be achieved through establishing certain boundaries. Here are seven important boundaries that every marriage needs to ensure a healthy and respectful relationship.

1. Emotional Boundaries

One of the most crucial boundaries to set in a marriage is emotional ones. These are essential to protect your emotional health and maintain a sense of individuality. Emotional boundaries serve as an understanding between partners on how to handle each other's feelings.

Respect each other's feelings: It's vital to acknowledge that your partner's feelings are just as valid as yours. This means refraining from dismissing or invalidating their emotions, even if they differ from yours.

Allow space for individual emotions: Each person has the right to feel different emotions, even at the same situation or event. It's important not to impose your feelings on your partner.

Communicate openly about emotional needs: Transparency about emotional requirements allows both partners to understand what they need from each other.

Remember, setting emotional boundaries doesn't mean shutting off emotionally from your spouse; instead, it involves communicating openly about your feelings and respecting one another's emotional needs.

2. Physical Boundaries

Physical boundaries are not limited to issues of intimacy but also include personal space and comfort levels in various scenarios.

Personal Space: Every individual has their comfort levels when it comes to physical touch and personal space, which should be respected by the spouse.

Non-Sexual Touch: Non-sexual touch like holding hands, hugging etc., can be equally important as sexual intimacy in building connection.

Intimacy Level: Conversations about comfort levels regarding intimacy should be ongoing in any marriage.

3. Digital Boundaries

In the age of social media and constant digital connection, setting digital boundaries is also significant.

Privacy: Respecting each other's digital privacy is as important as physical privacy. For instance, it is inappropriate to read your partner's messages or emails without their consent.

Online Interaction: Discussing comfort levels for online interactions with others, the content shared and hours spent on digital platforms can prevent disagreements later.

4. Time Boundaries

Time is a precious commodity and how it's spent within a marriage is key to maintaining balance.

Individual Time: Each partner should have time to pursue their interests or simply be alone.

Couple Time: Set aside regular time for activities that you both enjoy.

5. Social Boundaries

Social boundaries refer to interactions with family, friends, colleagues and other social circles.

Family Interactions: It's important to negotiate how much time you spend with each partner's family.

Friendships: Both partners should have the freedom to maintain individual friendships while also respecting the relationship.

6. Financial Boundaries

Money can often become a contentious issue in marriages if not handled properly.

Budgeting: Regular discussions on budgeting and expenditure are crucial in managing financial stress in a marriage.

7. Environmental Boundaries

These include decisions about your shared environment like home organization or lifestyle choices such as choosing eco-friendly alternatives like bamboo straws.

Financial Boundaries in Marriage

One of the most common sources of conflict in marriages is finances. From differing views on spending to keeping secrets about personal debts, financial issues can create wedges in even the strongest relationships. Establishing clear financial boundaries is a vital part of maintaining a healthy marriage.

Open Communication About Finances

Couples should make it a habit to discuss their financial situation regularly. Such conversations might include income, debts, savings, and individual spending habits. Open communication about finances can prevent misunderstandings and conflicts later on.

Discuss your individual money philosophies and try to reach a mutual understanding.

Be honest about any debts or liabilities you may have.

Share your financial goals and work together to achieve them.

Joint Decision-Making on Major Purchases

Major purchases or investments should always be a joint decision. This boundary ensures that both parties feel valued and involved in the family's financial health.

Set an agreed-upon amount for what constitutes a "major purchase." This could be anything from $100 to $1000, depending on your financial situation.

Always consult each other before making such purchases.

Discuss potential investments together and agree on an investment strategy.

Separate or Joint Accounts

Decide whether you want to combine all your finances into joint accounts, keep everything separate, or have a mixture of both. There is no one-size-fits-all answer; it depends on your personal preferences and what works best for your relationship.

Consider having joint accounts for shared expenses such as rent/mortgage, utilities, groceries while having separate accounts for personal expenditure.

Having some level of financial autonomy can contribute positively to individual self-esteem and relationship harmony.

Budgeting Together

Creating a budget together helps ensure that everyone's needs are met within the constraints of what you can afford. It can also help prevent disagreements about money.

Sit down together and outline your income and expenses.

Prioritize spending based on your collective needs and wants.

Regularly review your budget to adjust for changes in income or expenditure.

Transparency About Financial History

All marriages are built on trust, which includes being honest about your financial history. If you have substantial debts or bad credit, it's important to let your partner know before these issues affect your joint finances.

Balancing Equality and Fairness

Ideally, both partners should contribute equally towards shared expenses. However, when there is a significant income disparity between partners, a fair approach may not be an equal one.

For instance, rather than splitting expenses 50/50, consider each contributing a percentage of their income.

Discuss and agree on what feels most comfortable and fair for you both.

Remember that communication is key in setting financial boundaries. Always keep an open mind and be ready to compromise when necessary. Incorporating the use of household items such as bamboo straws into your budgeting can also contribute to reducing costs while promoting sustainable living – more evidence that successful budgeting needs creative thinking too!

Mike, an Army veteran needs healing. The emotional scars from combat often manifest as negative thought patterns that can contribute to anxiety, OCD, and various addictions, such as nicotine, alcohol, and unhealthy relationships with food and sex. However, Mike’s journey illustrates that overcoming these challenges is possible through intentional strategies and support.



1. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT)

One of the first steps Mike took to combat his negative mindset was engaging in Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). This evidence-based approach helps individuals identify and challenge distorted thinking patterns. Through sessions with his therapist, Mike learned to recognize automatic negative thoughts, such as “I am worthless” or “I’ll never be happy again.”



By actively questioning these thoughts and replacing them with more realistic and positive affirmations, Mike began to reframe his perspective. For instance, he shifted from thinking, “I will always struggle with addiction,” to “I am learning to manage my triggers one day at a time.” This shift in thinking not only alleviated his anxiety but also empowered him to confront his behaviors, helping him regain control over his life.



2. Accelerated Resolution Therapy (ART)

In addition to traditional therapies, Mike discovered Accelerated Resolution Therapy (ART), a relatively new modality designed to help individuals process and heal from trauma quickly. ART focuses on altering the negative images and feelings associated with traumatic experiences, enabling clients to integrate and release the emotional pain tied to those memories.



During his ART sessions, Mike was guided through visualization techniques where he could create new, positive images to replace the distressing ones associated with his trauma. For example, he was encouraged to visualize the traumatic event and then modify it by changing specific elements—like replacing the sights or sounds with something calming and reassuring.



This process helps desensitize individuals to the trauma, allowing them to confront painful memories without the overwhelming emotional response typically associated with them. Mike found this approach particularly effective in addressing the flashbacks and intrusive thoughts that often plagued him. By altering the way he visualized his experiences, Mike could begin to reclaim his narrative, transforming his trauma from something that controlled him into a story of resilience and strength.



3. Mindfulness and Meditation

In addition to therapy, Mike discovered the power of mindfulness and meditation. Initially skeptical, he began practicing mindfulness exercises after being encouraged by his counselor. By focusing on the present moment and learning to observe his thoughts without judgment, Mike found that he could create a buffer against the overwhelming anxiety that often triggered his compulsions.



Incorporating mindfulness into his daily routine—whether through guided meditations, deep breathing exercises, or simply taking quiet moments to reflect—helped Mike cultivate a sense of calm. This practice allowed him to distance himself from negative thoughts and cravings, fostering a more balanced emotional state.



4. Physical Activity

Mike also realized the importance of physical health in overcoming his negative mindset. Regular exercise became a crucial outlet for managing stress and anxiety. Whether it was lifting weights at the gym, going for a run, or practicing yoga, movement helped Mike release pent-up energy and boost his mood.



Research has shown that exercise increases the production of endorphins, the body’s natural mood lifters. For Mike, the endorphin rush provided a sense of accomplishment and a natural high that gradually reduced his reliance on substances like nicotine and alcohol. Moreover, the discipline required in maintaining a fitness routine helped him build resilience and focus, counteracting negative thought patterns.



5. Support Groups

Finding community support was another significant aspect of Mike’s recovery. He joined several support groups specifically designed for veterans facing similar challenges. Sharing his experiences with peers who understood his struggles created a sense of belonging and validation. Hearing others’ stories also reminded him that he wasn’t alone in his fight against addiction and mental health issues.



In these groups, Mike learned valuable coping strategies and developed friendships that provided encouragement during tough times. Knowing that others were rooting for his success made a world of difference, as he was able to draw strength from their shared experiences and insights.



6. Spiritual Growth and Faith

Perhaps the most profound aspect of Mike’s journey was the rekindling of his faith. During his struggles, he often felt distant from God, but through counseling and the support of his church community, he began to explore his relationship with Christ again.



Reading Scripture, particularly verses that emphasized God’s love and forgiveness, such as Isaiah 41:10, “Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God,” provided Mike with reassurance and hope. Prayer became a powerful tool for him to release his worries and fears to God, fostering a sense of peace and grounding that countered his anxiety.



7. Establishing Healthy Routines

Mike learned that structure and routine were critical in combating his negative mindset. He established a daily schedule that included time for work, exercise, support group meetings, prayer, and self-care. By creating predictable patterns in his life, he reduced the uncertainty that often led to anxiety and compulsive behaviors.

Routine also allowed him to set and achieve small goals, whether it was reading a book, preparing healthy meals, or attending a recovery meeting. Each accomplishment built his confidence, reinforcing a positive mindset and diminishing the power of negative thoughts.

Final Thoughts

Mike’s journey illustrates that overcoming a negative mindset is not a solitary endeavor; it requires a multifaceted approach. Through Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, Accelerated Resolution Therapy, mindfulness practices, physical activity, community support, spiritual growth, and establishing healthy routines, he was able to reclaim control over his thoughts and behaviors.

By understanding that healing is a process that takes time and effort, Mike has learned to view challenges as opportunities for growth rather than insurmountable obstacles. His story serves as a powerful reminder that, with the right support and strategies, it is possible to overcome the shadows of the past and embrace a brighter future filled with hope and healing.

Do you know you are a triune being?
Just as God is a triune being—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—we, too, are created in His image with three parts: spirit, soul, and body (1 Thessalonians 5:23). Each part plays a unique role in our lives and must be nourished properly.
1. Spirit – This is the eternal part of us that connects with God. When we accept Christ, our spirit is made alive, and we are in communion with Him (John 3:6).
2. Soul – This includes our mind, will, and emotions. It is where we make decisions, process thoughts, and experience emotions.
3. Body – This is our physical vessel, the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). It allows us to interact with the physical world.
Just as God’s three persons work in harmony, our spirit, soul, and body must be aligned under God's will for us to live a balanced and fulfilled life. That’s why it’s so important to feed each part with the right nourishment.
How do you ensure all three parts are healthy and in alignment with God's will?
Just as we are called to be mindful of how we nourish our spirit, soul, and body, we should aim to "feed" each of these areas in ways that align with God's Word. Here are a few suggestions:
1. Feeding My Spirit (Connection with God)
• Prayer & Worship – Spending time in conversation with God through prayer and worshiping Him strengthens our spirit. It is important to note this needs to be individual as well as in a corporate setting
• Reading Scripture – The Bible is my spiritual food (Matthew 4:4). It provides wisdom, encouragement, and truth, and the truth sets us free.
• Fellowship – Engaging with other Godly believers who are strong in the Lord helps keep our spirit strong (Hebrews 10:25).
2. Feeding My Soul (Mind, Will, and Emotions)
• Renewing My Mind – Filter what you read, watch, and listen to, making sure it aligns with God’s truth (Romans 12:2).
• Managing Emotions Through God’s Peace – Instead of letting emotions control me, we need to surrender them to God in prayer (Philippians 4:6-7).
• Lifelong Learning – Reading books, listening to sermons, and learning new things keep our minds sharp.
3. Feeding My Body (Physical Health)
• Eating Healthy Foods – Aiming to eat foods that give us energy and strength to do God's work.
• Exercise & Rest – Moving our bodies and getting enough rest ensures we have the stamina for life’s demands.
• Respecting My Body as God’s Temple – Avoiding harmful substances and habits that could damage my body (1 Corinthians 6:19-20).
When all three—spirit, soul, and body—are properly nourished and aligned with God's will, we experience peace, joy, and purpose.
How are you feeding each of these areas in your life? 😊
Not sure what to do? You can reach out today for a free 15-minute phone consultation (772-446-1922) or check out my website at https://caterpillarcounseling.webflow.io/therapy

There’s a common question among Christians facing anxiety, depression, and trauma: Is seeking counseling a lack of faith? Many believers struggle with the idea of therapy, wondering if they should rely solely on prayer and scripture for healing. Some may even feel guilt or shame for considering professional help, fearing it means they aren’t trusting God enough.

But what if counseling is a tool God provides for healing? What if seeking wise counsel
is not a sign of weakness but an act of wisdom? Throughout scripture, we see God using
people—mentors, friends, and even professionals—to help others navigate struggles. Proverbs reminds us that “with many advisers, plans succeed” (Proverbs 15:22). Even Jesus himself is called the “Wonderful Counselor” (Isaiah 9:6), showing that guidance and wisdom are part of His divine nature.

The Bible reminds us seeking wise counsel is not a sign of weak faith but a step toward wisdom and healing. God often works through people—pastors, friends, mentors, and yes, even professional counselors—to bring restoration to our hearts and minds.

If you are struggling with anxiety, depression, or trauma, know that you don’t have to walk this journey alone. Seeking help is not a lack of trust in God—it’s a way of stewarding the mind and emotions He has given you. Just as we seek medical care for physical ailments, we can seek wise, faith-filled counsel for emotional and mental health.

If this sounds like you please reach out today for a free 15-minute phone consultation (772-446-1922) or check out my website at https://caterpillarcounseling.webflow.io/therapy

Natural disasters, such as earthquakes, hurricanes, wildfires, and floods, are life-altering events that can leave deep emotional and psychological scars on individuals and communities. While the physical devastation may be immediately visible, disaster mental health impacts can be just as profound, though often more difficult to recognize. Understanding disaster trauma recovery is the first step toward healing.

This blog covers:
What is Trauma After a Natural Disaster?
Common reactions to disaster-related trauma
The Long-Term Impact of Trauma
The Path to Healing: A Holistic Approach
Hope and Healing After a Natural Disaster


Also in Spanish
https://www.florecerfamilycounseling.com/post/trauma-por-un-desastre-natural-una-gu%C3%ADa-completa-para-la-sanidad-y-la-recuperaci%C3%B3n?lang=es

The Anchor of Hope Counseling Support Group offers a sanctuary for individuals coping with depression, providing a compassionate and nurturing environment for shared healing and personal growth. We are committed to fostering resilience, understanding, and wellness through community support, educational workshops, and evidence-based practices. We aim to empower each member with the tools and confidence needed for managing their mental health, promoting a journey of recovery anchored in hope and solidarity.

This 12-week program begins Dec 9 from 5 p.m. to 6:30 p.m. The cost is $35 per session or $420 for the full program. Financing is available. To register, call 443-860-6870 or email elishaslee@counselingmail.com.

In the journey of life, each of us reaches intersections that command pivotal decisions—choices that shape our future trajectory. For those who have experienced trauma, these crossroads can be fraught with additional layers of complexity and emotion. From a Christian perspective, understanding the influence of trauma on major life decisions is not just about self-awareness; it’s about recognizing the sovereignty of God in our healing and the decisions we face.

The Shadow of Trauma on Decision-Making

Trauma, by its nature, leaves a mark on our psyche, influencing how we view the world, ourselves, and our choices. It can induce a hyper-vigilant state where decision-making becomes a battleground of fear and confusion. For the Christian, this can mean a struggle to discern God’s voice amidst the clamor of past pain.

In the aftermath of trauma, major life decisions regarding career, relationships, or even faith can feel insurmountable. The fear of repeating past mistakes or new harm can lead to decision paralysis, a state where fear, rather than faith, becomes the guiding force.

The Christian Response to Trauma

In addressing trauma, it is essential to recognize that healing is both a psychological and a spiritual journey. The Bible does not shy away from the realities of pain and suffering. Psalms are filled with cries of anguish, yet they remind us of God’s presence and faithfulness in our darkest hours (Psalm 23:4).

1. Seeking God amid Pain—Intimacy with God can be a fortress in the healing journey. Prayer, meditation on the Scriptures, and participation in community worship can provide comfort and guidance. Seeking God’s wisdom in decisions allows us to surrender our fears, trusting that His plans are to prosper and not to harm (Jeremiah 29:11).

2. The Role of Community - Trauma can often isolate us, making the body of Christ an essential element in healing. A supportive faith community can offer understanding, empathy, accountability, and wisdom that aids in sound decision-making.

3. Walking in Faith, Not Fear - Scriptures encourage us not to be anxious about anything but to present our requests to God (Philippians 4:6). Making decisions post-trauma involves stepping out in faith, often before fears have entirely subsided. In this step of faith, we can witness God turning our mess into a message.

4. The Process of Renewal—Romans 12:2 discusses the transformation that comes from renewing our minds, a critical aspect of healing from trauma. Reframing our thoughts and focusing on God’s truth, we can view our decisions and circumstances with renewed hope and clarity.

The Testimony in Recovery

For Christians, trauma is not the end of the story. It’s often in our brokenness that God’s strength shines brightest. Many biblical figures, such as Joseph, David, and Paul, experienced significant trauma, yet God used their stories for greater purposes. Sharing how we’ve seen God work in our healing can become a powerful testimony that encourages others and glorifies God.

Moving Forward with Grace

As we navigate the aftereffects of trauma, making decisions with certainty can seem like a distant reality. Yet, embracing God’s grace for ourselves and relying on His guidance can free us from the chains of past pain. Each choice becomes an opportunity to experience God’s faithfulness anew.

The impact of trauma on life decisions is significant, but so is the power of Christ’s redemption. As we walk this healing journey, let us cling to the promise that God works for the good of those who love Him and have been called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).

In conclusion, navigating major life decisions in the wake of trauma is a profound challenge, yet it presents an equally profound opportunity for spiritual growth and renewal. Through seeking God’s presence, relying on the wisdom of the Christian community, and walking in faith rather than fear, we can face these crossroads not as victims of our past but as victors in Christ.

Hey mama, does the idea of making one more decision make you want to crawl back under the covers? The nonstop choices we have to make—big ones, small ones, and the endless in-between—can leave us feeling like our minds have simply checked out. And it’s no wonder. Between managing the house, caring for kids, and keeping up with everyone’s needs, it’s as if our mental energy gets zapped from morning to night.

If you’re feeling this way, it’s not because you’re doing anything wrong. It’s because motherhood is hard, and the pressure to make endless decisions, often perfectly, is exhausting. So let’s talk about what mom decision fatigue is, why it hits us so hard, and how we can take that mental load down a notch.

P.S. If you’re new here, you might be wondering, who is this person acting like they know? Hi, it’s me—mom of four, and I’ve been through it all, from mental overload to the bone-deep exhaustion. I’ve had my share of days where I just wanted to pause all the “what’s next” questions. So trust me, I get it, and I’m here to help you find some calm in the chaos. Let’s dive in.

What Is Mom Decision Fatigue?
Mom decision fatigue is what happens when you feel like you’re running on empty from making decision after decision. It’s that “I just can’t decide” feeling, even about simple stuff, because your brain is done with thinking. And while all moms experience some level of mental exhaustion, decision fatigue becomes real when you’re juggling everyone’s needs and constantly making calls on things like what’s for dinner, scheduling, and yes, even big life choices.

The Weight of Constant Choices
Motherhood is a marathon of choices. When we’re not deciding what to cook or whether we should sign up for the latest after-school activity, we’re juggling our own work, the household, and our relationships. All that deciding can lead to overwhelm and burnout, making even simple choices seem impossible.

If your mental load feels like it’s weighing you down, you’re not alone. And if you’re struggling with that nagging need to get it just right, check out The Pressure to Be the Perfect Mom: How to Embrace Being Good Enough for tips on releasing that perfectionism.

Signs You’re Dealing with Decision Fatigue
How do you know if you’re caught in the cycle of decision fatigue? Here are a few tell-tale signs that your mental energy may be running low:

Procrastination on Small Choices
When you’re so drained that even tiny decisions feel monumental, it’s a strong sign you’re dealing with decision fatigue. Suddenly, picking a show to watch, deciding on a snack, or choosing what to make for dinner becomes exhausting. These small choices usually require minimal effort, but when you’re burnt out, even thinking about them can feel like one choice too many. You’re not being lazy or indecisive—it’s just your brain asking for a break.

Feeling Overwhelmed by Simple Tasks
Tasks that used to be quick and easy now seem like a mountain to climb. Folding laundry, prepping school lunches, or tackling a basic errand may feel like it requires way more energy than you can give. It’s like each task holds a hidden weight, and rather than taking action, your brain hits pause. Sound familiar? You’re not alone—decision fatigue makes even the smallest tasks feel like big asks because your mental reserves are running on empty.

Irritability and Emotional Exhaustion
Ever notice yourself snapping over something minor or feeling waves of frustration out of nowhere? When your mental bandwidth is maxed out, it often shows up in your emotions. Little things that wouldn’t normally bother you become the tipping point, and you may find yourself more emotional, irritable, or just worn out. It’s as if your tolerance for stress shrinks, and it’s not your fault—it’s your brain’s way of saying, “I’ve had enough!”

Avoidance or Decision Paralysis
Sometimes, decision fatigue shows up as avoidance or an overwhelming feeling of paralysis. You might find yourself putting off decisions that need to be made—like booking appointments, handling emails, or even making a simple phone call. It’s not that you don’t know what to do, but that your mind is so worn out it can’t handle another choice right now. Instead, you might avoid the decision entirely, hoping it’ll become easier tomorrow (spoiler alert: it usually doesn’t).

If these signs feel all too familiar, know that you’re not alone. Decision fatigue is part of the “too much” that comes with modern motherhood, and it doesn’t mean you’re failing or that something is wrong with you. It just means you’re human, doing the best you can. The good news is, there are ways to ease this load and reclaim some much-needed mental space.

How to Ease Mom Decision Fatigue
Let’s talk solutions, because while it may not be possible to skip the decision-making, we can definitely make it easier. These strategies will help lighten the mental load, freeing up space for you to breathe and actually enjoy the moments that matter.

1. Simplify Your Routines to Remove Unnecessary Choices
Routines can be a sanity saver for moms. When you know what’s coming and don’t have to decide in the moment, your mind gets a little break. Mornings are a perfect example—if you can create a flow that feels good, you’ll find that “what’s next” doesn’t seem so hard to tackle.

Simplify Your Mornings
Building a simple morning routine can be life-changing, especially when you’re burnt out. And don’t worry; it doesn’t have to be a strict, all-or-nothing process. Just having a few key things in place can make mornings feel less chaotic. For more on creating an approachable morning routine, check out How to Create a Simple Morning Routine That Works for Burnt-Out Moms.

2. Set Boundaries to Protect Your Mental Space
Saying “no” can feel hard—especially when it’s to something you think you “should” do. But boundaries are the real MVP when it comes to lightening your load. The truth? You don’t have to make every decision or do it all. Setting boundaries lets you focus on what actually matters, which can help calm your mind.

Practice Saying No Without Guilt
Start small by practicing saying no to things that drain you. If an extra activity or commitment feels like too much, let it go. Creating space isn’t selfish; it’s necessary. Need a guide on saying no? How to Set Boundaries and Find Peace: A Guide to Saying No Politely and Maintaining Healthy Relationships has practical ways to start.

3. Use Simple Systems to Cut Down on Choices
No need to dive into elaborate organization methods here; small, simple systems can ease the choice overload without adding complexity to your life. Think about the areas that usually trip you up—like meals or getting out the door. Then put a small system in place to remove some of those micro-decisions.

Meal Planning (Without the Overwhelm): Even a rough meal plan for the week can save you daily decisions on what to eat. Nothing fancy needed—just jot down a few go-to meals.

Clothing Choices: Set out your outfit the night before, or pick one for each day at the start of the week. Every decision you remove frees up a little more mental space.

4. Let Go of “Perfect” and Trust Yourself
When every decision feels monumental, it’s often because we’re putting too much pressure on ourselves. It’s okay to choose “good enough.” Embrace imperfection and know that every decision doesn’t have to be the “best” one.

It might be helpful to think of each choice as an experiment instead of a definitive answer. This mindset shift can make decisions feel less loaded and more like learning moments.

Finding Energy and Peace Amidst Decision Fatigue
When decision fatigue hits hard, self-care is one of the best ways to refuel. Give yourself permission to step away from the constant mental load, even if it’s only for a few minutes. Take a breather, journal, or just close your eyes and sit in quiet. Even small pauses can make a difference.

And if you’re looking to add more small moments of joy and self-connection, try exploring What Are Glimmers? Small Moments of Joy to Lighten Your Day as a Mom to find ways to reclaim little pockets of happiness amidst the daily hustle.

Ready to Ditch Decision Fatigue and Simplify Your Mental Load?
If you’re feeling worn out by the constant decision-making, know this: you don’t have to keep doing it all alone. Decision fatigue is real, and the mental load of motherhood can feel heavy. But there are ways to make it lighter and bring back some ease to your daily life. Let’s recap the key takeaways from today:

Recognize the Signs: When small choices feel monumental, when simple tasks feel like too much, or when irritability sneaks in, it’s time to give yourself grace and acknowledge that decision fatigue is playing a role.

Simplify Routines and Choices: Creating streamlined routines around meals, mornings, and daily tasks takes some of the thinking off your plate and gives you breathing room.

Set Boundaries to Protect Your Energy: Saying “no” or creating space around things that drain you can help lighten the mental load and preserve your energy for what really matters.

Embrace Imperfection: Let go of the pressure to make perfect choices. Choosing “good enough” can be a freeing and powerful way to reduce decision-making stress.

But here’s the thing: knowing these strategies is one thing; putting them into practice is another. That’s where coaching comes in.

If you’re ready to turn these insights into real, lasting changes, I’m here to help…
If you’re finding yourself exhausted by the constant mental juggling act of motherhood, you’re not alone. As a mom of four and someone who’s walked this path, I know just how heavy the daily decisions can feel, from small choices to the big ones. It’s easy to get overwhelmed, wondering if you’re doing enough or if you’re handling things “right.” But here’s a bit of relief: motherhood doesn’t have to mean carrying every choice and task alone, and it definitely doesn’t have to mean perfection.

That’s why I became a mom life coach. In our sessions, I work with moms like you to lighten that mental load, let go of the “shoulds,” and find an approach to daily life that feels supportive, realistic, and just right for you. If you’re ready to feel more calm, more present, and more in tune with what matters most, we’ll tackle it together with practical, down-to-earth strategies that work with your unique life.

In our sessions, we’ll go beyond the basics to get at the heart of what’s causing your decision fatigue. Together, we’ll work on practical, personalized strategies tailored to your unique life and goals, so that you can free up more mental energy, gain clarity, and find a rhythm that truly feels manageable. Here’s how we can tackle decision fatigue together:

Create Custom Routines That Work for You: We’ll look at your daily patterns and build routines that make your life easier—not more rigid. Imagine a morning routine that feels calming, or a simplified meal plan that doesn’t require daily decision-making.

Learn Boundaries and Time-Saving Techniques: We’ll work on learning to say “no” without guilt, identifying time-wasting traps, and creating boundaries around your mental space. Together, we’ll create “buffer” times for decompression that feel doable and nourishing.

Develop Realistic Self-Care Habits for Recharging: Forget the all-or-nothing self-care approach. We’ll find ways for you to recharge in small, realistic ways that fit into your daily life, even with a full schedule and family needs to juggle.

Reframe and Let Go of Perfectionism: If fear of making the wrong choice is fueling your fatigue, we’ll work on releasing that pressure. We’ll build your confidence to make choices that feel right without the weight of “getting it perfect.”

You deserve to feel more present, less stressed, and more at ease in the choices you make each day. If you’re ready to step into a version of motherhood that feels lighter and more aligned with what you truly need, let’s work together to make it happen.

Imagine what it would be like to wake up feeling a bit more energized, knowing you have a toolkit that helps you face the day with more peace and less overwhelm. Ready to find that balance? I’d love to support you on this journey.

Here’s to simplifying, reclaiming your headspace, and finding joy in the little moments. Let’s connect and get started.

-Kelly Mynatt, MA, BCBA, Mom Life Coach

Hey Mama, Feeling Like You’ve Lost Yourself? You’re Not Alone

Let’s be real—becoming a mom changes everything. Suddenly, your entire world revolves around making sure everyone else is taken care of, and somewhere in the middle of that, you’ve probably lost touch with yourself. It’s like you woke up one day and realized, “Wait...who am I beyond all the diapers, school runs, and snack requests?”

If you’ve ever caught yourself feeling like you’ve disappeared into the role of “mom,” know this: you’re not alone, and it doesn’t have to stay that way. There’s a way to rediscover who you are, find joy in the things you love, and feel more like you again. Ready to start? Let’s dig in together.

Why Feeling Lost as a Mom Is Totally Normal

Let’s just say it—motherhood is intense. The moment you become a mom, life changes in ways you can’t really prepare for. Suddenly, your time, energy, and focus are all directed toward caring for someone else. You’re managing nap schedules, grocery lists, school pickups, and all the things—and somewhere in the middle of that chaos, it’s easy to lose sight of who you are beyond the “mom” role.

But here’s the thing: you’re not the first mom to feel this way, and you certainly won’t be the last. So, if you’re feeling like you’ve lost a little (or a lot) of yourself since having kids, know this: it’s completely normal.

The Mental Load of Motherhood Is Real

One of the big reasons moms feel lost is because of what we call the “mental load.” You know, the invisible list of everything you’re responsible for? From remembering your kid’s favorite snacks to keeping track of doctor’s appointments, school events, and making sure everyone has clean clothes—it’s a lot. And when you’re constantly juggling this mental checklist, it’s easy for your own needs and identity to get lost in the shuffle.

And let’s not forget the pressure. Society has created this ideal of the “perfect mom”—the one who manages to do it all without breaking a sweat. But trying to live up to that image is exhausting and unrealistic. The reality is, motherhood is messy, and it’s okay if you don’t have it all figured out.

You’re Evolving, Not Losing Yourself

Another thing to remember is that motherhood doesn’t erase who you are—it just adds new layers to your identity. The person you were before kids is still in there, but now, you’ve evolved into someone who’s balancing a lot more. You’ve learned how to care for others in ways you probably never imagined, and that’s something to be proud of. However, it’s also important to make sure that “mom” isn’t the only part of your identity.

You’re still a person with dreams, interests, and passions outside of raising your kids. And while those things might get buried sometimes, they don’t disappear. The goal isn’t to go back to who you were before kids—it’s about rediscovering who you are now, with all the wisdom and experience you’ve gained as a mom.

It’s Okay to Miss “You”

It’s also completely okay to miss your old life sometimes. Missing your pre-kid freedom, your hobbies, or even just having time to sit down and think doesn’t make you a bad mom—it makes you human. In fact, it’s a sign that you need to reconnect with yourself, which is exactly what this journey is all about.

Feeling lost after becoming a mom is a normal part of the transition into this new chapter of your life. The key is giving yourself permission to take up space again—to find the balance between being a great mom and being the you that you miss.

How Motherhood Shifts Your Identity—And Why It’s Okay

From “Who I Was” to “Who I Am Now”

When you become a mom, life changes in ways that no one can really prepare you for. Suddenly, you go from having your own routines, goals, and interests to being completely immersed in your kids’ lives. It’s no wonder you sometimes feel like the old you has been replaced by...well, someone who hasn’t had a hot cup of coffee in years!

But here’s the good news: just because you’re a mom now doesn’t mean you’ve lost the person you were before. In fact, she’s still in there—she just might be a little buried under the chaos (and maybe some Goldfish crackers). The trick is learning how to dig her out.

Reconnect with What Brings You Joy—Even If It’s Just for 10 Minutes

Remember What Made You Feel Like You Before Kids?
Think back to the days before your life revolved around nap schedules and dishes. What did you love doing? Reading? Painting? Dancing like no one was watching? Whatever it was, it made you feel like you, and that’s exactly what we need to tap back into.

Bringing That Joy Back—No Matter How Busy Life Gets

Now, I know what you’re thinking—“Who has time for that anymore?” But here’s the thing: it doesn’t have to be a huge time commitment. You don’t need a whole day to yourself (though wouldn’t that be amazing?). Even carving out 10 minutes can make a difference. Love reading? Start with a chapter at night. Miss getting creative? Grab some markers and doodle while the kids are coloring. It’s about taking those small steps to reignite the things that make you feel like you again.

Set Boundaries—And No, You Don’t Need to Feel Guilty About It

Why Boundaries Are a Mom’s Best Friend
Here’s a little secret: you don’t have to do it all. Seriously. Part of reclaiming your identity is learning how to protect your time and energy, which means saying no sometimes. And before you feel guilty about it—let me tell you, it’s not selfish. It’s necessary.

How to Start Setting Small, Guilt-Free Boundaries

Boundaries don’t have to be big, dramatic lines in the sand. Start small—like carving out 20 minutes of quiet time in the evening or telling your partner you need an hour on Saturday morning to recharge. The more you practice, the easier it gets. Trust me, once you start saying “no” to the things that drain you, you’ll have so much more room for the things that lift you up.

Make Time for Self-Reflection—You Deserve It

Why Checking In with Yourself Is Key to Finding You Again
It’s hard to rediscover who you are if you never give yourself a minute to think about it. Taking time for self-reflection isn’t just a luxury; it’s a way to figure out what you actually need and want. So grab a cup of tea (or wine, no judgment), and ask yourself: What’s been missing from my life? What would make me feel more like me again?

Easy Ways to Build Self-Reflection Into Your Day

Self-reflection doesn’t mean you need to journal for hours (unless that’s your thing!). It can be as simple as taking 5 minutes before bed to jot down your thoughts, or just having a quiet moment in the shower (those shower thoughts are magic, aren’t they?). The more you check in with yourself, the clearer your path to reclaiming your identity will become.

Key Takeaways for Moms Ready to Rediscover Their Identity

Feeling lost is normal: Motherhood changes you, but it doesn’t mean you have to lose yourself.

Reconnect with joy: Start bringing small moments of happiness back into your routine, even if it’s just for 10 minutes.

Set boundaries: Protect your time and energy without guilt. You deserve space for yourself.

Self-reflection matters: Take time to check in with yourself and rediscover what lights you up.

Ready to Reclaim Your Identity?
If you’re feeling lost in the chaos of motherhood, I’m here to help.

Together, we’ll work on practical steps to reconnect with who you are beyond the role of “mom” and create space for the things that light you up.

It’s time to rediscover you—connect with me and let’s see what we can do together!

~Kelly, MA, BCBA, Mom Life Coach

What Does the Term “Worldview” Mean?

A worldview is a conceptual framework of how an individual perceives the world and is shaped by the individual core beliefs, values and cultural experiences which ultimately guide their behavior (Esqueda, 2014). According to Duckham and Schreiber (2016), “Worldviews are mediated by beliefs, and specifically by what one believes is true (ontology). One’s ontology leads to specific ways of going about knowing and perceiving the world (epistemology)” (p. 57). How individuals perceive truth and go about confirming their perception of truth has changed dramatically through the course of history (Duckham & Schreiber, 2016). Perceptual bifurcations as to what constitutes truth has resulted during the evolution of postmodernism, from the previously widely held ideology of modernism, resulting in paradigm shifts in believe systems (Kuhn, 1970).

A historical paradigm shift has occurred over time leading to the development of the scientific worldview. Heineman, Tyson and Pieper (2002) posit three paradigms that can be integrated within social contexts like in the case of a marital relationship namely: (a) logical empiricism which is based on an assumption that there is truth that can be uncovered, (b) relativism (or constructivism) which assumes that all truth is based on contextualization and (c) heuristics, which is described as “ways of perceiving, knowing, and solving problems” (p. 15). The nuance of critical realism features prominently, and has been incorporated, in the construct of the scientific worldview based on one’s personal perception of what constitutes realism. According to Duckham and Schreiber (2016) critical realism is defined as, “The real what exists in the world, the actual is what is knowable, and the empirical is what has been scientifically described” (p. 57).

The Secular Worldview versus The Biblical Worldview

Another prominent paradigm that exists is the secular worldview. According to Beeke (2015) secularism originates, “From the Latin word saecula, meaning this present age, or the fashion of the world around us” (p. 274). Hill (2015) introduced an interesting relationship between secularization and secularism, noting that secularization is a process that leads to adherence to the secular worldview. According to Hill (2015), secularism is “a state of affairs and a state of mind in which the realities of life are considered to be without spiritual significance” (p. 311). At its corpus, secularism (sometimes referred to as humanism) engenders a cultural milieu and mind-set that excludes religion and any doctrine of faith. As such, the institution of marriage would be governed by human desires and wishes as opposed to the biblical narrative of inerrant Scripture.

A biblical worldview is essential for followers of Jesus Christ to effectively live out their Christian faith (Dockery, 2007; Sire, 2009). At the corpus of shaping my biblical worldview is my Judeo-Christian faith. The Jewish worldview held the belief that there were two ages of redemption. The ages were segregated into the former age and the latter age. The former age was expected with special intervention by God within a period of history and the latter age was the final period and ending of God’s struggle against hostile forces (Scott, 1995). My Christian faith is rooted on three fundamental pillars as well: monotheism, the covenant, and God’s grace superseding the law (Scott, 1995).

My Personal Biblical Worldview of Marriage

My biblical worldview of marriage was framed from the construct that marriage is a covenant relationship as opposed to the commonly held secular worldview that marriage is simply a contractual relational agreement entered into by two persons. Willard (1998) captures the essence of how one’s belief system shapes one’s biblical worldview, “We always live up to our beliefs – or down to them, [sic] as the case may be. Nothing else is possible. It is the nature of belief” (p. 307). There are different schools of thought on marriage based on one’s biblical theology, specifically based on how one interprets what the bible has to say about marriage. Fundamental to the shaping of my biblical worldview of marriage are the doctrines of Creation and the Trinity (Genesis 1:26- 30), the fall of humanity (Genesis 3:5-7), the redemption of humankind through the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ (Hebrews 9:15; Titus 2: 14; Revelation 1:5-6), the establishment of a new heaven and earth (Isaiah 65:17; Isaiah 66:22; Revelation 21:1) and the biblical narratives that support these doctrines.

Based on my belief in Trinitarian theology, I believe the husband and wife were created in the image and likeness of God (Genesis 1:26). As such, I posit that we are spirit beings with a soul (mind, will and emotions) embodied in a physical body which will at death return to dust. My biblical worldview has been further shaped by my belief that the family was the first institution created by God when He took one of Adam’s ribs and made Eve is wife (Genesis 2:21-23). I believe that a husband first responsibility is to his wife, “Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife; and they shall be one flesh” (Genesis 2:24, King James Version) and a wife’s first responsibility is to her husband: “but for Adam there was not found an help meet for him” (Genesis 2:20b).

From Theory to Christian Practical Application

In conclusion, my biblical worldview has been shaped by my relationship with the Trinity. However, a revelation of the power to live the Christian life through intimacy with the Holy Spirit has been a major contributor. Based on this relationship, I have learned how to be dependent on Him as opposed to my flesh. As such, experiential theology has, and continues to, guide my martial relationship through a daily life of payer, study of God’s Word and worship. I rely heavily on God’s grace, wisdom, and the Fruit of the Spirit (James 4:6; 2 Corinthians 8:7; Proverbs 1:7; Proverbs 4:6-7; Galatians 5:22-26) to guide my marriage and my life in general. I also subscribe to the view that the husband is the priest of his home and has a responsibility to love his wife as Christ loves the Church (Ephesians 5:25-33) and not to provoke our children t wrath, “but to bring them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord” (Galatians 6:4b). It is impossible to explicate the full extent of my biblical worldview of marriage in this discussion. However, I have used the biblical narrative to highlight some of the key features that have impacted my marriage and life over the past 28 years and helped shape my biblical worldview of marriage. Lastly, there are a plethora of worldviews that have evolved, and paradigm shifts that take have taken place, particularly in today’s postmodern culture, yet I unreservedly submit God’s Word will stand the test time regardless of continuously evolving worldviews or paradigm shifts.

References

Beeke, J. R. (2015). How to battle hostility and secularism. Puritan Reformed Journal, 7(1), 269-284.

Dockery, D. S. (2007). Renewing minds: Serving church and society through Christian higher education. Nashville, TN: B & H Academic.

Duckham, B. C. & Schreiber, J. C. (2016). Bridging worldviews through phenomenology. Social Work and Christianity, 43(4), 55-67.

Esqueda, O. J. (2014). Biblical worldview: The Christian higher education foundation for learning. Christian Higher Education, 13(2), 91-100.

Heineman-Pieper, J., Tyson, K. & Pieper, M. H. (2002). Doing good science without sacrificing good values: Why the heuristic paradigm is the best choice. Families in Society, 83(1), 15-28.

Hill, J. L. (2015). Secularization: A New Testament Perspective. Evangelical Review of Theology, 39(4), 311-323.

Kuhn, T. S. (1970). The structure of scientific revolutions: Chicago, IL: University of Chicago Press.

Scott, J. (1995). Jewish backgrounds of the New Testament. Grand Rapids: Baker Academic.

Sire, J. W. (2009). The universe next door: A Basic worldview catalog (4th ed.). Downers Grove, IL: IVP Academic.

Willard, D. (1998). The divine conspiracy. New York, NY: HarperOne.

TCC Reflection Studies -> Grace -> Ephesians 2:1-10

Below is a "Reflection Study". I provide these to clients in session when they are wanting to work on a specific faith concern. We create them in-house. Enjoy!

1 "And you were dead in the trespasses and sins
2 in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience—
3 among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind.
4 But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us,
5 even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved—
6 and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus,
7 so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.
8 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God,
9 not a result of works, so that no one may boast.
10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them."

Reflection Questions on Ephesians 2:1-10:

1. Verse 1-3 (Dead in Sin):
A. What fears or anxieties arise for you when you reflect on your past or current struggles with sin?

B. How does acknowledging that all of us were "dead in transgressions" make you feel about your own spiritual journey?


C. Do you find yourself overly focused on your failures or mistakes? If so, why do you think that is?

2. Verse 4-5 (Made Alive in Christ):
A. How does it feel to read that God made you alive with Christ while you were still dead in sin? What does this say about God’s view of you?

B. What worries do you have about God’s love or forgiveness that make you feel anxious about your salvation?


C. When you hear the phrase, “It is by grace you have been saved,” what emotions or doubts come up for you?


D. How do you reconcile God's rich mercy with the times you fall short?

3. Verse 6-7 (Raised with Christ):
A. How does the idea of being "raised up with Christ" shift your perspective on your identity and worth in God’s eyes?

B. Do you struggle to believe that God’s grace is enough to cover your sins? What might be contributing to that struggle?

C. How does your anxiety about sin affect your relationship with God on a daily basis?

4. Verse 8-9 (Salvation by Grace through Faith)
A. What concerns or doubts arise when you consider that salvation is a gift from God, not something you can earn through good behavior or works?

B. How does anxiety about “being caught sinning” impact your trust in God’s grace?

C. In moments when you feel overwhelmed by fear of judgment, how can the truth that salvation is "the gift of God" bring peace to your heart?

D. What would change for you if you accepted that nothing you do can add to or take away from the grace God has already given you?

5. Verse 10 (Created for Good Works):
How does understanding that God has prepared good works for you help ease anxiety about needing to “prove” your worth?

A. When you think about the "good works" God has planned for you, does it bring excitement or pressure? How can you trust God to lead you in these works without feeling overwhelmed?


B. How can you find balance between striving for spiritual growth and resting in God’s grace, especially when anxiety tempts you to do more to earn His love?

THEREPEUTIC FOCUS
1. Identify Core Fears: What specific fears are driving your anxiety about being "good enough" for God?

2. Explore Self-Worth: How does your view of yourself align with what God says about you in this passage?

3. Grace vs. Perfectionism: In what ways do you feel that perfection is required for God's acceptance? How can embracing grace change this perspective?

4. Safety in God's Grace: How can meditating on God’s mercy and grace calm your fears about judgment or failure?

COPING STRATEGY
Meditation on Grace: Practice daily reminders that you are saved by grace, not by works. When anxious thoughts arise about sin or salvation, pause to repeat Ephesians 2:8 to yourself: "It is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God."

Ah, motherhood—the beautiful, exhausting, ever-complicated job that you didn’t exactly get a full description of when you signed up. Sure, there were the basics: feed them, love them, make sure they wear shoes in public. But what about everything else? Like the endless to-do list that lives in your brain, the mental catalog of every family member’s needs, and the sheer amount of logistics management that goes into daily life. That’s what we call the “invisible load.” And if you’re feeling completely wiped out most days, this invisible load is likely why.

Let’s be real: the invisible load isn’t something you can cross off a list. It’s more like an endless, looping list of all the things you remember at 2 a.m. but wish you didn’t. It’s the reason you can mentally scroll through every item in your fridge but can’t remember the last time you had ten minutes to yourself. So, if you’re constantly on the brink of burnout, you’re not alone—and it’s not “all in your head.” Let’s unpack what this invisible load is and, more importantly, how you can start making it a little less, well, invisible.

What Is the Invisible Load?

The “invisible load” is basically all the behind-the-scenes work that goes into running your family’s life. It’s the unseen tasks that no one talks about but can’t live without. Think of it as the software that keeps the whole family operation running smoothly, except you’re the one doing all the processing—and it’s totally draining your battery.

From remembering who needs a lunch packed to keeping track of birthdays to silently monitoring everyone’s mood to make sure no one is about to explode—you’re managing a million tiny details that are easy to miss but hard to let go of. And here’s the kicker: most people don’t see this work because it’s not about physical tasks. It’s about the mental gymnastics you do to keep life functioning. You’re not just “thinking ahead”; you’re practically running an emotional control center for everyone in the house.

Signs You’re Carrying an Invisible Load

So, how do you know if you’re carrying the invisible load? Here are some telltale signs:

You’re the Go-To for Everything:

Can’t find the socks? Need to know where that one green crayon went? You’re the default search engine for all lost items. Somehow, it’s assumed you have a mental catalog of every item in the house.

Your To-Do List is a Never-Ending Scroll:

You’re constantly adding things—book the dentist, remember teacher gifts, update the family calendar—and never really checking them off because, surprise, more stuff just keeps piling on.

3 a.m. Wake-Up Calls (Courtesy of Your Brain):

You’re suddenly awake at odd hours, mentally rehashing what you forgot to do yesterday and pre-planning for tomorrow. It’s like having a little alarm in your brain that goes off whenever you finally get a chance to rest.

You’re Always a Little Tired (Even After You “Rest”):

Even after a full night’s sleep (or what counts as one), you’re still tired. It’s not a physical tiredness—it’s that drained feeling that comes from having too much on your mind all the time. The invisible load weighs on you in ways a nap can’t fix.

If any of these sound familiar, congratulations—you’re officially carrying an invisible load. But don’t worry; now that we’ve put a name to it, we can start tackling it.

The Common Types of “Invisible” Tasks Moms Handle

There’s no one-size-fits-all version of the invisible load, but most of us have a few categories that we handle day in and day out. Let’s break them down:

Household Management:

Keeping the house running is a feat, even if you have help. The mental checklist for everything from laundry to bills to the recycling schedule often lives squarely in your head. And let’s not even start on meal planning—it’s like a never-ending episode of Chopped, but with picky eaters and zero prep time.

Emotional Labor:

You’re not just responsible for your own feelings, you’re the emotional thermostat for everyone in the house. You notice when one of the kids seems sad, when your partner’s stressed, and when you’re dangerously close to snapping (again). Your job is to keep everyone balanced, calm, and comforted—even if it means putting your own needs on the backburner.

Social Calendar Keeping:

Birthday parties, dentist appointments, school events, family gatherings—it’s all somehow coordinated and remembered by you. You’re not just a mom; you’re practically a part-time event planner, minus the paycheck.

These invisible tasks aren’t just chores; they’re mental and emotional energy drains that add up over time. Recognizing what kinds of invisible tasks you’re managing is the first step to reducing them—and maybe even sharing the load.

Why Is the Invisible Load So Exhausting?

Carrying the invisible load isn’t just about doing a lot of stuff—it’s about thinking about doing a lot of stuff. And all that mental juggling has a real impact on your energy and mental well-being. Think of it as decision fatigue. From the moment you wake up until you finally collapse into bed, you’re not just managing your day—you’re making hundreds of tiny decisions, calculations, and adjustments.

Research even shows that this kind of ongoing mental load can lead to stress and burnout over time. You’re not only thinking about what’s happening now, but you’re also planning ahead, anticipating issues, and managing emotions—all on autopilot. No wonder you feel wiped out, even after a “break.” The invisible load doesn’t stop just because you’re sitting down—it’s always running in the background like an app you can’t close.

Tips for Lightening the Load Without Letting Everything Fall Apart

Alright, now for the part you’re probably waiting for—how to make this load a little lighter. Spoiler alert: the goal here isn’t to get rid of every single mental task. Some of it is part of life, and some of it is just plain necessary. But there are ways to ease up and share the burden, so it’s not all falling on you.

Delegate Like a Boss

First up, delegation. And before you roll your eyes, hear me out. Delegating doesn’t mean just assigning tasks—it’s about sharing the mental load, too. Kids, even young ones, can handle some responsibility. And as for your partner? They may need a nudge, but they’re more than capable of stepping in.

Consider getting everyone on board with age-appropriate responsibilities. Young kids can help with simple things like setting the table or tidying up, while older kids can take on chores that actually free up your mental space. If it feels awkward at first, just remind yourself that you’re teaching them life skills—and that by lightening your load, you’re making more room for quality time together.

Let Go of Perfection

Let’s be honest, sometimes the biggest reason we can’t let go of a task is because we want it done a certain way (aka, the “right” way). But embracing a “good enough” mindset can do wonders for your sanity. The world won’t end if the laundry isn’t folded Marie Kondo-style, or if your kid’s lunch doesn’t look Pinterest-perfect.

Start by giving yourself permission to let some things slide. Embrace mismatched socks, or that store-bought birthday cake. Allowing a little imperfection is a small but powerful way to take some pressure off your plate and keep your energy for things that truly matter.

Use Tools for Mental Load Relief

You don’t need to carry everything in your brain—technology can be your friend here. Consider using family calendar apps, meal-planning apps, or even good old-fashioned lists to get those endless to-dos out of your head and into a system. Even a shared digital calendar can help everyone see what’s happening and eliminate at least a few of those “What’s for dinner?” or “What are we doing this weekend?” questions.

Automating or simplifying repetitive tasks can work wonders too. Meal-prep hacks, chore charts, or setting up auto-pay for bills can make a huge difference in what you’re mentally keeping track of each day.

Say “No” More Often

Saying “no” can feel a little uncomfortable, but it’s one of the best ways to protect your energy. The next time someone asks you to volunteer for yet another school event, plan a family gathering, or take on a new project, give yourself a pause. If you’re already stretched thin, it’s okay to say no or to ask for help. Remind yourself that by saying no, you’re actually creating space for things that matter most to you.

Creating a “Mental Load” Balance in Your Relationship

This one’s big, because the invisible load often becomes an unspoken issue in relationships. If you feel like the bulk of mental labor falls on you, it’s time to have an honest conversation with your partner about it. And the goal here isn’t to assign blame—it’s to work together as a team.

Start by explaining what the invisible load looks like for you. Sometimes, partners don’t even realize the extent of what you’re juggling. Then, talk about ways to split or share tasks more equitably. Maybe one of you handles meal planning while the other manages the kids’ schedules. Or, you might agree to alternate certain responsibilities week by week. The important thing is to make the invisible load visible, so it’s something you can both work on together.

How to Lighten the Invisible Load of Motherhood: Key Takeaways

If there’s one thing to remember, it’s that the invisible load doesn’t have to be your invisible burden. Here are the main points to help you lighten the load:

1. Recognize the Load: Understand that it’s not “just you.” The mental and emotional labor you’re carrying is real, and acknowledging it is the first step to making changes.

2. Share the Responsibility: Delegate tasks and responsibilities, not just physically but mentally. You don’t have to carry the whole operation in your head alone—everyone in the family can pitch in.

3. Embrace Imperfection: Give yourself permission to let go of the “perfect mom” myth. Allowing some things to be “good enough” frees up energy for what truly matters.

4. Use Tools and Systems: Leverage family calendars, apps, and chore charts to help offload repetitive mental tasks and keep everyone on the same page.

5. Communicate with Your Partner: Open up about the invisible load. By bringing it to light, you give your partner a chance to step in and help make things more manageable.

6. Practice Self-Compassion: Remember, it’s okay to feel overwhelmed, and it’s okay to need support. Your well-being is crucial, both for you and for your family.

Carrying the invisible load is something no one should have to do alone. If you’re feeling burnt out or stuck, I’m here to help you find strategies that make life feel lighter, more organized, and full of joy again. Through my coaching services, we’ll work together to uncover what truly works for you, so you can reclaim your energy, find balance, and rediscover your identity in motherhood.

Ready to make some meaningful changes? Reach out for a free consultation, and let’s start this journey together.

With Love and Real-Life Imperfection,

Kelly, MA, BCBA, Mom Life Coach

Saving your Marriage before it Starts: Robert Sternberg's Triangular Model of Love

The triangular model of love, as explained by Sternberg, invokes considerable thought and reflection. According to Parrott and Parrott (2006) “Consummate love results from the full combination of love’s three components: passion, intimacy, and commitment. Consummate love is the goal toward which every marriage strives” (p. 43). In other words, the model can be perceived as having fundamental building blocks, ingredients, or constituents, if found to be lacking, resulting in instability.

The Apostle Paul, in his epistle to the church at Corinth, took great pains to emphasize the need to exercise love in the execution of the ministry gifts. Paul notes, “And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing” (Scofield, p. 1526). Given the foregoing insights, how might one best frame love? From a purely definitive perspective, the Oxford reference dictionary gives one some additional building blocks. Consummate love is defined as, “A type of love characterized by erotic passion, commitment, and intimacy. See under love. [From Latin consummate, consummatum to perfect, from con with + summus the highest, from summa a sum]” (Oxford University Press, 2013).

The consummate nature of love is further supported by Worthington’s (2005) thesis on what constitutes a hope-focused approach to marriage. The author asserts,
Changes in the field of couple’s therapy suggest that more attention is being paid to the emotional climate of troubled couples. In keeping with this trend, feedback on practitioners’ use of hope-focused marriage counseling suggests that most have found my emphasis of love and forgiveness to be most helpful (xxxi).

Evidently, triangular can be extrapolated to diverse situations such as discipleship ministry and marital therapy. Needless to say, Sternberg’s model can by no means be considered flawless, but certainly gives some meaningful insight from which to construct an approach to consummate love.
The Gospel Model to a healthy, vibrant love that will stand the test of time and trials
Jesus in his teaching s to His disciples also emphasized the foundational nature of love in the Christian Walk. He commanded us to love our enemies (Matt 5:44, Luke 6:27). In John 15:12, Jesus uses the metaphor of the vine and the branches to vividly illustrated the interdependence of love to humanity,

This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I loved you” Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends, Ye are my friends, if ye do whatever I command you (p. 1412-1413).

In summary, based on these referenced biblical truths, it becomes abundantly evident why both Jesus and Sternberg provide perspectives that fuse secular and Christian worldviews on consummate love.

References

Oxford reference (2013). Retrieved March 28, 2013, from http://www.oxfordreference.com/view/10.1093/oi/authority.20110803095634413.

Parrott, L. & Parrott, L. (2006). Saving your marriage before it starts. Grand Rapids: Zondervan.
Scofield, G. I. (1917). The Scofield reference bible. New York: Oxford University Press.

You love your teenager, but let’s face it—sometimes it feels like you’re trying to bond with an alien from another planet. One day, they’re chatty and sweet, and the next, you’re getting nothing but grunts and eye-rolls. If you’re feeling disconnected, don’t worry—you’re not alone. Let’s dive into why it’s so hard to connect with your teen and what you can do about it.

WHY CONNECTING WITH YOUR TEENAGER IS SO DIFFICULT

Remember when your kid actually wanted to talk to you? Yeah, those were the days. But now that they’re older, things feel… different. And by “different,” I mean wildly confusing. The truth is, teenagers are navigating a complex mix of emotions, hormones, and newfound independence, which makes connecting with them a little like trying to tune a radio station in the middle of a thunderstorm.

Here’s what’s going on behind the scenes:

• HORMONES GALORE: Puberty isn’t just tough on them—it’s tough on everyone. If your once-happy child now has the emotional range of a moody TV drama character, you can thank their hormones for that.
• BRAIN UNDER CONSTRUCTION: Did you know that the teenage brain is still developing? No wonder it feels like you’re talking to a completely different person some days. Their emotional regulation, decision-making, and even social skills are all in flux.
• SEEKING INDEPENDENCE: One minute they need you, the next they want nothing to do with you. Teens are figuring out how to be independent, which often means pulling away from the people they love most (that’s you!).
• SOCIAL PRESSURE: On top of everything else, they’re trying to navigate friendships, school drama, and social media. Your attempts at connection can sometimes feel like just another pressure for them.

HOW DISCONNECTION AFFECTS YOUR RELATIONSHIP

It’s frustrating when you’re trying to connect and they shut you out. And honestly, it can hurt. You might start questioning your own parenting skills, or worse, feeling like you’ve somehow failed. But disconnection isn’t a sign that your relationship is doomed; it’s just a natural phase.

Still, if left unaddressed, this gap can widen, leading to:

• COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWNS: Conversations become strained, with a lot of “How was your day?” met with “Fine.” Or worse—no answer at all.
• INCREASED CONFLICT: The less connected you feel, the more tension builds. What starts as a harmless disagreement can quickly snowball into shouting matches.
• EMOTIONAL DISTANCE: Over time, you may find that emotional closeness dwindles, and you’re left feeling like strangers living under the same roof.

But fear not—there are ways to rebuild connection, even when it feels like you’re speaking different languages.

STRATEGIES FOR CONNECTING WITH YOUR TEENAGER

1. DON’T FORCE IT (EVEN IF YOU REALLY WANT TO)
I know, you want to pull your teenager aside and have a heart-to-heart, but the last thing they want is a forced conversation. Let them come to you when they’re ready. Being available and patient is more effective than trying to force a connection. Trust me, nothing sends a teen running for the hills faster than “We need to talk.”
2. MEET THEM WHERE THEY ARE (YES, EVEN IF IT’S AWKWARD)
Connecting with your teen might mean meeting them halfway—literally. If they’re into video games or social media, learn a bit about what they enjoy. Even if it feels like you’re speaking a foreign language, showing interest in their world can open up lines of communication. And who knows? Maybe you’ll end up bonding over Minecraft (hey, stranger things have happened).
3. PICK YOUR BATTLES
Not every eye-roll or “whatever” is worth a showdown. Pick your battles wisely. If you engage in a power struggle over every little thing, you’ll quickly wear them—and yourself—out. Instead, let the small stuff slide and focus on the important issues, like their emotional well-being or schoolwork.
4. LISTEN (LIKE, REALLY LISTEN)
It’s tempting to jump in with advice (we’ve all done it), but sometimes, your teen just wants to be heard. Try asking open-ended questions and letting them vent without judgment or offering solutions. For example, instead of saying, “You should really study more,” try, “What do you think would help you feel less stressed about school?” Spoiler alert: you may be surprised how much more they open up when they’re not being told what to do.
5. SPEND TIME TOGETHER (WITHOUT EXPECTING A HEART-TO-HEART)
Sometimes the best bonding happens when you’re not focused on bonding at all. Go for a drive, cook a meal together, or watch a movie. These shared moments can build connection without the pressure of having to talk. Your teen might just surprise you by opening up when you least expect it.
6. DON’T TAKE IT PERSONALLY
Here’s the hard truth: When your teenager shuts you out, it’s not about you. They’re figuring out who they are, and pulling away is part of that process. So when they snap at you for asking a simple question, try not to take it to heart. Easier said than done, right? But remember, they still need you—probably more than they’re letting on.

PRACTICAL TIPS FOR REBUILDING CONNECTION

• KEEP IT LIGHT: Sometimes humor is the best way to break through the walls. A funny comment or shared inside joke can remind them that you’re not just “the parent,” but someone who gets them (or at least tries to).
• SHOW UP CONSISTENTLY: Even if they don’t always engage, just being there—whether it’s at dinner, during homework time, or at their soccer game—lets them know you care.
• FOCUS ON THE POSITIVE: Compliment them when they do something right, even if it’s as simple as cleaning their room (hey, it’s rare enough to celebrate!). Positive reinforcement goes a long way.
• LET THEM MAKE MISTAKES: Part of being a teenager is making bad decisions. Unless it’s dangerous, let them figure things out on their own sometimes. It’s tough, but those mistakes are where they learn the most.

WHEN TO SEEK HELP

If you feel like the disconnection is too deep to handle on your own, consider reaching out for support. Family counseling can provide a neutral space to work through these struggles and rebuild your relationship. There’s no shame in asking for help—if anything, it shows your teenager that relationships are worth fighting for.

CONCLUSION

Let’s be real—connecting with your teenager can feel like trying to solve a Rubik’s cube with your eyes closed. It’s frustrating, confusing, and sometimes downright impossible. But remember, this is a phase, not a permanent state. With patience, understanding, and a lot of deep breaths, you can bridge the gap and rebuild that connection.

Everyone has struggles in life, and counseling is a powerful tool to realize health and wholeness in their life. It’s never too late to start, and a problem is never too small to not benefit from counseling.

a. The names of people used in articles and stories on this website are entirely fictional and do not represent any real individuals or experiences.
b. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or deceased, is purely coincidental.
c. The purpose of using fictional names and stories is to provide examples and illustrate situations in a hypothetical context for informational or educational purposes.

UNDERSTANDING AND OVERCOMING INTIMACY ISSUES IN MARRIAGE

INTRODUCTION

Marriage is a beautiful journey… until it’s not. There are few things more awkward than realizing that the person you vowed to share everything with feels like a distant roommate. Intimacy issues are more common than you think, but they don’t have to be the death of connection. Let’s dive into why this happens and—more importantly—how you can fix it.

WHAT ARE INTIMACY ISSUES IN MARRIAGE?

So, what exactly are “intimacy issues”? It’s not just about physical affection (although that’s part of it). We’re talking about emotional closeness, vulnerability, and the general feeling that you’re still each other’s person. If you’ve ever felt like you’re both living parallel lives under the same roof, you know exactly what I mean.

Here’s how intimacy struggles usually show up:

• Emotional disconnection: When you can barely muster a “How was your day?” (Hint: You’re not the only one who dreads it sometimes.)
• Physical intimacy problems: The “cuddle drought” you both tiptoe around but never quite address.
• Communication roadblocks: Trying to open up emotionally but it feels like you’re just banging your head against the metaphorical wall.

Of course, these issues don’t just pop up out of nowhere. Life, with all its wonderful messiness, has a way of getting in the way.

COMMON CAUSES OF INTIMACY ISSUES

1. LIFE STRESSORS
You know how life keeps throwing one thing after another at you? Work, kids, bills… it’s all a glorious cocktail of stress that makes wanting to connect with your partner feel like just another item on your never-ending to-do list. For instance, poor Jim* drags himself home after a day of soul-crushing meetings only to find that—surprise!—he doesn’t feel like talking to anyone, least of all his wife, Sarah*.
2. EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE
Remember all that stuff from childhood you thought you’d “dealt with”? Yeah, not so much. Unresolved issues can pop up in your marriage like an unwelcome guest at a party. Erin*, for example, grew up in a family where nobody talked about feelings. So, of course, now when her husband, Adam*, tries to talk about theirs, she freezes up like a deer in headlights.
3. DIFFERENT COMMUNICATION STYLES
Ah, communication—the thing everyone says is important but no one really knows how to do. One of you talks in metaphors and subtle hints while the other is all about directness. It’s like trying to navigate a conversation in two different languages. When neither of you is understood, frustration (and more distance) builds.
4. PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL TRAUMA
Trauma has a knack for planting roots in your most personal spaces—your marriage included. For example, after a traumatic childbirth experience, Emma* feels emotionally and physically distant from her husband, Kevin*. Neither of them quite knows how to bridge the gap, but pretending it’s not there isn’t helping either.

HOW INTIMACY ISSUES AFFECT MARRIAGE

If you let intimacy issues fester, they’ll eventually start infecting the entire relationship.

Here’s what happens:

• More fights: Those little annoyances (“Why can’t you ever put the cap on the toothpaste?”) suddenly turn into full-blown wars.
• Feeling alone: It’s possible to feel lonely sitting right next to someone, and if the intimacy tank is running on fumes, you will.
• Looking elsewhere: I won’t sugarcoat it—emotional and physical disconnection can sometimes make people look for connection outside the marriage.

But here’s the kicker: You can fix this. It’s not easy, but it’s totally doable.

OVERCOMING INTIMACY ISSUES IN MARRIAGE

1. TALK ABOUT IT—EVEN IF IT’S PAINFUL
You know that awkward, gut-churning moment when you know you need to talk about something, but you’d rather eat a bowl of nails? Yeah, that’s the moment. The only way to fix intimacy issues is to talk about them. Set aside time when neither of you is exhausted (I know, easier said than done) and actually listen. Use “I” statements, like “I feel distant when we don’t spend time together,” rather than “You never do anything romantic anymore” (because nothing says romance like thinly veiled accusations).
2. CARVE OUT TIME FOR EACH OTHER
No, seriously. I don’t care how busy you are—put your phones down, send the kids to bed (or to the neighbor’s if necessary), and reconnect. Jordan* and Leah*, for instance, started setting aside 15 minutes before bed just to talk (no phones allowed). Was it awkward at first? Sure. But eventually, they started feeling like partners again instead of cohabitants.
3. CONSIDER COUNSELING BEFORE YOU HIT ROCK BOTTOM
Look, no one’s saying you can’t solve this on your own… but if it’s been months (or years) of the same struggles, what have you got to lose by seeing a professional? Relationship counseling helps couples unravel years of miscommunication, baggage, and “you never told me that’s what you needed!” moments. There’s no shame in asking for help before your marriage becomes the subject of a Nicholas Sparks novel gone wrong.
4. EASE BACK INTO PHYSICAL INTIMACY
Let’s be honest: jumping straight into the deep end of physical intimacy after months (or years) of distance feels awkward at best, terrifying at worst. So, start small. Hugs, hand-holding, sitting next to each other on the couch. Stacy* and Matt* found that even small gestures of affection—like holding hands on their evening walk—eventually paved the way for more intimacy. And no, it doesn’t have to be sexy right away. Give it time.
5. DO SOME PERSONAL WORK
Sometimes, intimacy struggles aren’t just about the relationship. If you’re carrying unresolved insecurities, traumas, or just a general lack of self-worth, it’s hard to connect with someone else. Working on your own mental well-being makes you a better partner (and, frankly, a better person for yourself). Therapy, mindfulness, or even just talking it out with a trusted friend can help you move forward.

PRACTICAL STEPS TO REKINDLE INTIMACY

• Create Little Rituals: Something as simple as sharing your morning coffee or taking a short walk after dinner can bring you closer.
• Say Thank You (Like, Out Loud): Gratitude goes a long way, even if it’s just for mundane things like taking out the trash.
• Try Something New Together: If the old stuff isn’t working, why not inject some excitement by doing something completely out of your comfort zone? Cooking class, anyone? You’d be surprised what trying something new can spark.
• Be Patient—With Yourself and Each Other: Rebuilding intimacy takes time, and there will be days when it feels impossible. That’s okay. Keep showing up.

WHEN TO SEEK HELP

If your attempts to fix intimacy issues feel like hitting a brick wall, it might be time for professional help. Couples counseling offers a neutral space to work through deep-rooted issues and rebuild emotional and physical connection. Remember, it’s not about “fixing” each other; it’s about rediscovering your partnership.

CONCLUSION

Marriage is hard. (There, I said it.) Intimacy issues make it even harder, but they’re not a death sentence. With communication, commitment, and a lot of awkward conversations, you can rediscover the closeness you once had. And remember:

Everyone has struggles in life, and counseling is a powerful tool to realize health and wholeness in their life. It’s never too late to start, and a problem is never too small to not benefit from counseling.

a. The names of people used in articles and stories on this website are entirely fictional and do not represent any real individuals or experiences.
b. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or deceased, is purely coincidental.
c. The purpose of using fictional names and stories is to provide examples and illustrate situations in a hypothetical context for informational or educational purposes.